My Motivation Evaporates

The Story

For 4 days now, I have been eating completely healthy and exercising a hell of a lot. I have about 5 kg to lose. Basically, I have 2 months as a download period, which is quite enough, but I'm tired - I go to bed hungry, I can't sleep until 4, because my stomach is rumbling, I look at my phone on some delicious foods that I eat, no matter how unfortunate to sound. Besides, my whole body hurts all the time. I train a lot. I run, do cardio, exercise, every day. I want to lose weight, amma is very painful for me really. I have a feeling I'm going crazy. I drink the 3rd cup of tea to deceive my hunger, and now I know that when I go to bed again the same - I will not sleep, tomorrow I will starve again and I will faint from training because I have blood problems. Here's an example of what I ate today: oatmeal, half a bowl of lentils, an apple and yogurt for dinner. Yesterday I ate a banana, scrambled eggs, meat with salad. And I don't know how to stand it. In addition, my mother constantly makes some delicacies that I can not eat because they are of the type of pizza, pie, spaghetti. I'm used to eating jam every day and in the evening, chips sometimes. I know that habits that made me gain weight are bad, but now I just can't get enough of what I eat - I don't go out with friends because I don't have the strength, I can't sleep, I'm constantly thinking about food .... Say what to do i do

Last Updated
August 23, 2020
Author:
danimansutti

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