My Mother Doesn't Want Me!

Hello, I am Lorena and I live in Dupnitsa with my father Alejandro and my brother Roberto Fernando III. I have a serious problem, my father is a great person and I do not lack attention. I live luxuriously in a house with one floor and two rooms + garage (Dad's shed). We have a nice cart pulled by a donkey and a garden full of weeds and aphids. We are the richest in Dupnitsa. My father works as a cleaner in the city toilet and sometimes as a male prostitute (gigolo). My brother is two years older than me. I'm depressed, I cut myself every day or I try to kill myself by stuffing my head in the stove or suffocating with an envelope, but it doesn't work because there is always someone around to save me. My mother doesn't want me. My mother is thirsty for fame and attention, but I do NOT receive one from her. My mother is Lady Gaga! She sends money to me and my father to keep quiet, but I will not be silent anymore! She never came to visit us, even at the concert in Bulgaria. She is a terrible mother. He sends us old meat from her meat and dress to feed us. She doesn't care about us. He wrote a song about my father and decided that everyone was happy. On top of that, I am pregnant by my brother Roberto Fernando. When I told Gaga, she accused me of incest and said she would stop helping us. What does it matter to her, he is not even her son, he is the son of the neighbor Penka, who was remembered after she was hit by a truck. Please tell me what to do. My mother completely hates me, she doesn't even want to hear about me. And what should this child do? Please post it! I need an advice. He wrote a song about my father and decided that everyone was happy. On top of that, I am pregnant by my brother Roberto Fernando. When I told Gaga, she accused me of incest and said she would stop helping us. What does it matter to her, he is not even her son, he is the son of the neighbor Penka, who was remembered after she was hit by a truck. Please tell me what to do. My mother completely hates me, she doesn't even want to hear about me. And what should this child do? Please post it! I need an advice. He wrote a song about my father and decided that everyone was happy. On top of that, I am pregnant by my brother Roberto Fernando. When I told Gaga, she accused me of incest and said she would stop helping us. What does it matter to her, he is not even her son, he is the son of the neighbor Penka, who was remembered after she was hit by a truck. Please tell me what to do. My mother completely hates me, she doesn't even want to hear about me. And what should this child do? Please post it! I need an advice. And what should this child do? Please post it! I need an advice. And what should this child do? Please post it! I need an advice.