I ask for help because I can't take it anymore, I'm sick of the miracle called love! I love a boy and for 3 years I have been trying to forget him because he is studying in another city! But for all these years I already agree to see him one day a month, but to know that he will be mine and will allow me to show him what it means to love someone! I don't know exactly how to describe the feeling to you, but I'm very confused, I really want to change things, I really want him to be mine and he's so far away, I'm afraid to tell him that he's still in my heart and just say YES and I will take down the stars! I'm afraid of how he will react or more precisely not tell me NO, because I can't live like this! I can't stand to love him and he is not next to me, I don't know where to hide my love, I thought that in 3 years everything will pass ... yes, but not everything is as before. I don't know what to do, I love him so much and I don't see the point in anything if he's not next to me! the earth, and I the happiest girl! It wasn't that hard before when I thought of him ... but for a week now my life has been hell! And I am the most disgusting creature that can exist! I am angry with the world, I am hellishly hurt and I hurt everyone around me! I know what I'm doing and it's not like that, but I can't go through it! And I am the most disgusting creature that can exist! I am angry with the world, I am hellishly hurt and I hurt everyone around me! I know what I'm doing and it's not like that, but I can't go through it! And I am the most disgusting creature that can exist! I am angry with the world, I am hellishly hurt and I hurt everyone around me! I know what I'm doing and it's not like that, but I can't go through it!
1 michelina87 answered
I understand you because I am in this situation too. Talk to him about how and if your relationship will continue. But don't rule out the fact that he may not want to be with you. It's hard to know, but life is like that. Time heals everything.