My Life Right Now Is Completely Isolated

The Story

I don't know to which section I should categorize my history. It's hard for me and I don't know who to share it with. I am 32 years old. I have a relatively good job, but that's all. I travel for two hours every day. I work mainly with older people. Everything is monotonous and there is no development. I go home and start cooking. The man next to me has no desire to go anywhere. He doesn't want us to go on vacation, he doesn't want us to go out with friends anymore. We've been together for many years, maybe I'm tired of him. Sex has dropped dramatically. It doesn't even happen once a month. I go in for sports and that saves me. But so far. And it all ends well. My parents are decent people, but they have problems and we don't last long together. Only sport saves me, but I don't know how long I will spend. My husband has a constantly locked phone, he doesn't have sex with me anymore, I'm a normal pretty girl, and I wonder what's going on. I'm not convinced it's infidelity. It comes out without me, I feel terribly isolated, depressed and I don't know what to do with my life. I don't know where .. I am 32 years old, I have lived with hopes so far and nothing is happening. It's like I'm an object in his life. Am I worth so little? "I feel terrible. He is quite contactable and has a lot of fans, and I have absolutely nothing. I love him, but I can't stand this isolation.

Last Updated
August 19, 2020
Author:
delcyrodriguezven

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