My Husband Often Watches Porn

The Story

Hi, I want to share what happened to me recently. We have been married for about two and a half years. I recently gave birth to our first child. In general, our marriage is happy, we have no problems and we were fine in sex ... Well, at least until a few days ago I thought so. But then I was looking for something on my husband's computer and accidentally a porn site popped up on the proposed websites, which turned out to be quite visited by him. I dug into the history of his browser and saw that during the day he watches porn while I'm in the other room and sleeps (or at least he thinks so, I don't know, he may have done it while I'm awake!). The same day I took up the topic and he told me that it is not recent and there is no problem in me or anything like that, but he just does it sometimes so that he can fall asleep easier. He works hard to have a baby now and says he's tired but can't sleep, so he does. But I don't believe him. I know very well that when he lies down next to me he falls asleep for exactly 10 seconds, even if he has not masturbated or we have had sex. In general, all this work hurt me a lot, although I always thought it would not be a cause for concern. In the following days I surprised him and threw myself at him as soon as the child fell asleep. The next night we didn't have sex and in the morning I saw that he was watching porn again. I surprised him again and the next day we did it twice. But I still have the feeling that he is not satisfied and in the morning when he goes to work I dig into the history of his browser again. I think I have a problem with trusting him and I need advice on how to overcome this mania to keep track of what he does every day. I've talked to him several times already and he said emphatically that I'm not tired of him and porn has nothing to do with me. But when he tried to prove it to me with articles on the Internet, he found nothing positive and none of what he pointed out as reasons for watching it. This made me think even more that maybe somewhere in me is the reason. Help me stop this distrust and feel like the woman I want again!

Last Updated
September 03, 2020
Author:
klera1

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