Hello. Right at the end of my relationship with the person I will be writing about, I have now written a few things here, with the thought that someone will hear me, and so I was relieved. Yes, but alas, 7 months have passed since we broke up with the person I loved and maybe I still love more than myself. To this day, I wake up and fall asleep thinking about him and what if I didn't do this or that, if he didn't end up being mean and so on and so forth ………. we would still be together and love each other with the same strength as before. I do not find the meaning and logic of all this. He finally made me feel like a complete fool after we broke up, he called me again in 2 months to prove maybe to himself that I would always be his, when he wished, and in the end he most mercilessly walked under my nose with another whom he had met since we had parted for the first time, and I did not know. It has been 5 months since our paths finally parted. Today I hear that he is engaged to the girl in question and they will get married in the summer. Well, let them be happy, I am not a vicious person and I do not wish anything bad even to the person who was my PARADISE and AD. We hadn't seen each other for months, and I only kept the guilt in my head if I had done this or that. now it wouldn't be like that… ..! we hadn't seen each other for months and I recently saw him at the disco with her. I didn't even look at them, but one of my friends told me she was looking at you all the time, it didn't work well for me at all, hot and cold waves of "butterflies in my stomach" started flying in all directions. Anyway, I had the strength not to even look at them, I had fun, I didn't even leave, as I would have done if this had happened to me 5 months ago, for example.
The evening is over, I may not see him for at least that long, but I wonder why the wound in my heart does not want to heal, and he himself does not want to understand that he has to shake off and move on, to fall in love again, to is happy to let someone in again… I accept the men around me as an interior, and I don't want it to be so, I went through the phase of realizing that I have to stand up and continue, but it doesn't accept it, it doesn't hear me what's wrong with it I command and know his. At the age of 23 I will soon be not small and I am a person over my age in many ways, but here I am weak and I do not know what to do… .. if this had happened to me 5 months ago for example. The evening is over, I may not see him for at least that long, but I wonder why the wound in my heart does not want to heal, and he himself does not want to understand that he has to shake off and move on, to fall in love again, to is happy to let someone in again… I accept the men around me as an interior, and I don't want it to be so, I went through the phase of realizing that I have to stand up and continue, but it doesn't accept it, it doesn't hear me what's wrong with it I command and know his.
At the age of 23 I will soon be not small and I am a person over my age in many ways, but here I am weak and I do not know what to do… .. if this had happened to me 5 months ago for example. The evening is over, I may not see him for at least that long, but I wonder why the wound in my heart does not want to heal, and he himself does not want to understand that he has to shake off and move on, to fall in love again, to is happy to let someone in again… I accept the men around me as an interior, and I don't want it to be so, I went through the phase of realizing that I have to stand up and continue, but it doesn't accept it, it doesn't hear me what's wrong with it I command and know his. At the age of 23 I will soon be not small and I am a person over my age in many ways, but here I am weak and I do not know what to do… .. that he has to shake himself and move on, to fall in love again, to be happy, to let someone in again… I accept the men around me as an interior, and I don't want that to be the case, I went through the phase of realizing that I have to he stands up and continues, but he does not accept it, does not hear what I command him and knows his.
At the age of 23 I will soon be not small and I am a person over my age in many ways, but here I am weak and I do not know what to do… .. that he has to shake himself and move on, to fall in love again, to be happy, to let someone in again… I accept the men around me as an interior, and I don't want that to be the case, I went through the phase of realizing that I have to he stands up and continues, but he does not accept it, does not hear what I command him and knows his. At the age of 23 I will soon be not small and I am a person over my age in many ways, but here I am weak and I do not know what to do… ..
1 klaus4185 answered
Honey, I don't think you're ready to stand up and move on yet. Your heart does not listen to you, because when you saw it with another, you began to be a little jealous and want it more and more. My advice is to wait another 1-2 weeks and then start dating other people. Even if you are not ready to go out, find someone who will listen to you and then you will probably be relieved and you will forget it :).