I will analyze everything you have written. I will do it because I can and because you decided to write your story on this site yourself. And since everyone can read it, I will analyze it. Or you may come to your senses by reading the analysis.
1.) "I love him and I know he loves me." So. You are sure you love him. But how on earth did you decide that he loves you too ??? If I tell you "I love you" now, will you be attached to me? Do you seriously expect a criminal to have the honor of telling you how he feels (if he feels anything at all, he may be a murderer)? Can you think about these things ???
2.) "He has grumpy friends ... murderers, I don't know how he gets along with them - he tells me they were" brothers ". Well ... you know what environment he lives in. WHAT the hell do you expect this to happen ??? Where did you grow up? Which planet do you come from to have the courage to find yourself with such a freak ?? Don't you have parents ???
3.) "I'm lying to my parents about what he's been doing for 3 years" You lie to them because you know how they will react. You're a hell of a dumb piece, author. How could you choose a criminal over your own parents !!! Well, they raised you !!
They gave you life and everything !! WHY do you trample and pee on their work, gathering with such mold from the street and LYING to them !!! Tomorrow, when you go to bed sick or God forbid you to get pregnant by the one who you think will look after you ?? HE??? He will dump you like a dog, so then go to your parents to fix the nonsense you did !!!
4.) "He lives in the luxury of dirty money and I with him." That explains things. When there is money - you can have it too. You were pretty cheap! But I'm not surprised, there are many like you. Dear mother, these were....
5.) "I love him, and he tells me that he can't change even for me" Of course, he won't change. But I'm sure you don't want him to change either. Because if it changes, there will be no money. And I'm sure this "dude" won't finish and start messing around. I don't have to be Vanga to know. 6.) "My girlfriends are afraid to tell them about him, and my boyfriends think he's some kind of" dude "!!!" So your girlfriends have a LOT of intelligence in their heads. Greet them from me, because at least they are with everyone. They understand what we are talking about and stay away from this "exhibit", your "husband".
And the boyfriends are as dumb as you are. Stay with them, you're obviously fine.
7.) " Who should I contact ??? "To the police. They will be happy to visit him and talk to each other. You can also turn to criminals and uses them for media appearances. Maybe the capture operation will be named after you," operation silly. , stupid, so even the word "!
8.)" God, when I think that I can go to bed with a killer or a dealer, I feel sick ... "And God can't help you. Vomit calmly - there's nothing wrong with that Go to bed with him, but Lord, don't let her get pregnant! UNDERSTAND, UNHAPPY CHILDREN, born of "parents" like you two, are enough ... people are done with a mind in their heads. I am one of the few fools left in Bulgaria who are now wondering how to deal with the simplicity here.
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When you love, it always hurts, there is always something that hurts, as in your case ... I think you have several options: 1. To live in constant fear while you are with him ... both for his life and and for yours. 2. To leave him, but since his psyche may be more unstable, because he is a criminal, he may try to do something to you if you leave him ... 3. To accept him as he is ... and try to be happy with him. But you still have to think about yours. It is best not to disappoint them. You will meet many more men in your life ... and certainly better!