My Ex Started Calling 4 Times A Day, I Don't Know How To Forget Him Now ...

I have a serious friend for a year and a half, we understand and love each other a lot. But during all this time that has passed since I have been with him, my ex-boyfriend (with whom we went for 8 months, I dumped him because of the boy I am with now) did not stop calling me and inviting me to meetings, but I always made it up. some excuse. Not that I didn't want to go out with him, but he's my weakness and I knew that if we saw each other it wouldn't be just friendly ... He's very nice to me, but our relationship had no future, but not because we didn't get along or something , I just had some visions for the future, others. So we broke up and I started a relationship with the other boy with whom everything was ok ... Until a few months ago I got another call, on the night when my friend had a night shift and I took the risk to see my ex with the hope of seeing him not to feel anything and to stop thinking about him, to find out what happened there will be a good memory ... I went out we talked with him in the car all night about everything ... and he kissed me ... at first I pulled away and told him not to do it but he continued and I became weak ... I answered him, I didn't think at all. As I was coming home all the time, I was shaking my head, "shit, what am I doing" At the same moment, I thought of the kiss and smiled contentedly ... I went crazy. Of course, a second meeting followed, a third ... My friend sensed that something was happening to me, but he couldn't understand what, I haven't put on make-up for a long time (because since our relationship became more serious and we know everything, I didn't see any sense in beautifying myself for him because I know she loves me), and now she goes to the store when I go for a make-up ... so similar little things but significant. I thought it was just a thrill and soon it was over and everything fell into place. But the madhouse got bigger, my ex started calling 4 times a day, he told me "I love you", I cried all night, I had no idea what to do, but I made a decision and stopped looking for him. A month later I saw that he was calling me and I couldn't, I called him. I can't figure out if I'll overcome it, I really love the boy I'm with ... I thought it was just a thrill and soon it was over and everything fell into place. But the madhouse got bigger, my ex started calling 4 times a day, he told me "I love you", I cried all night, I had no idea what to do, but I made a decision and stopped looking for him. A month later I saw that he was calling me and I couldn't, I called him. I can't figure out if I'll overcome it, I really love the boy I'm with ... I thought it was just a thrill and soon it was over and everything fell into place. But the madhouse got bigger, my ex started calling 4 times a day, he told me "I love you", I cried all night, I had no idea what to do, but I made a decision and stopped looking for him. A month later I saw that he was calling me and I couldn't, I called him. I can't figure out if I'll overcome it, I really love the boy I'm with ...