I don't feel human. I don't feel anything for anyone, only the pain my mother caused me. Not for anything else, but because it reminded me of what kind of life I will live from now on. I don't want it to sound like hatred. She is a caring mother. I help her learn when I ask her. This is mainly expressed in the accumulation of some information. Cook for me. It helps me when I don't have enough pocket money. Sometimes he takes me on trips abroad. A wonderful mother, isn't she And now you wonder why there will be pain? If you were more observant, you would realize that I was actually saving you information. No one is just Yin or just Yang, for example. I felt pain (ah, the only feeling that won't leave me until my last class) until a while ago. Strong. Piercing. She managed to penetrate deep into the depths of my soul, where even I do not set foot as a mistress. I'm asexual. I fall in love with girls. A double sin, isn't it? It's amazing how in two simple sentences I change your whole attitude towards my person. Well, it would be the same with my mother, with whom we are not really close. She lies, she constantly lies on my part so as not to upset her, so as not to hurt herself. Because only one offspring can say two sentences about her and my father. Inhuman. Sick. Abnormal. And for most of you, right? ;)
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In my opinion, the problem is that you obviously did not accept yourself as a normal person. Now you can say I'm wrong, but it's clear from your last sentences. First change your attitude and then it will be easier to share with your mother and father. You are their child and falling in love with girls may be the least that can happen to them. You could shake, get drunk almost every day, be in bad company, etc. In the beginning it is always difficult, but the question is to take the first step :)