Lately, I don't feel like it at all because I don't know why. I'm sad all day for no reason and I just want to sit at home and at this point both of my best friends are making me go out. They don't know I'm sad and I don't want them to know. The younger one is called Geri (for example) and her older sister is Galya. When I go out with both at the same time, they only quarrel because the younger one drools and that's why I don't go out with both at the same time. I've been dating Galya a lot lately and I ignore Gary's message. Weeks ago I did the same with Galya. It's hard for me to choose which of the two I want to go out with. Now they both asked me out, and I didn't want to. I lied to them that I had to study and Gary wrote me "As always ... Anyway, bye" and blocked me. The other did not answer me. Galya studies in high school, unlike me, and she will obviously understand me because they give them an awful lot to study there, and she can say that I could have studied earlier, but I still study on Sundays and write homework on Saturdays. However, I lied. I will not study. I just don't want to be angry with Gary, Galya or vice versa. The day before, I really had a job and I couldn't go out, and Gerry was angry with me again. When Gerry is angry with someone, she can be angry with him for at most a year and at least a month, as far as Galya is concerned, she is most angry in 1 day and at least 5 minutes. I feel dumb lying to them. Gary probably doesn't trust me now. I lied to them about many things and I feel terrible. It's stupid that our people don't know why they don't trust them. I'm not going to ask them for advice because they're going to tell me to go out with Galya, and I'm going to feel bad about Gary. What to do? I have no one to share this with, so I'm writing here.