More Than A Passion, A Spiritual Connection Perhaps?

Hello! I want to share my feelings for a foreign man with whom we live in neighboring countries ... We met under very strange circumstances, everything happened so suddenly. When we met, I had the feeling that we had known each other for a hundred years. We got closer instantly. Because we live in different countries, until we see each other, things dragged on on my part. but the desire became so strong, I cried constantly, I cried for him even before we met in person .. when we met I was the happiest person in the world ... now I feel great sadness that he is not next to me and I can not caressed and even kissed. I can smell him around me. My soul hurts, I lost a lot of weight. I have a job, friends, but somehow nothing is pleasant and cozy in Bulgaria anymore, I feel my friends in a different way. Our interests become different, so do our points of view. It wasn't like that before. For a long time I dreamed of one day living in the city where this man lives. I adore him, I feel at home there ... This man changed me. See you again soon ... I tell myself that we are young, life is ahead of us. We don't even have 30 years left. we are free. I do not want to rush and insist on a serious relationship. But this grief over him destroys me. I'm thinking of trying regression. They tell me that this is obviously something from the past ... I often dreamed of it before we met. Until a year ago, I was a radically different person. If I heard what I was saying to you now, I would tell myself that I was crazy. If something like this has happened to anyone, let him give me advice .. I tell myself that we are young, life is ahead of us. We don't even have 30 years left. we are free. I do not want to rush and insist on a serious relationship. But this grief over him destroys me. I'm thinking of trying regression. They tell me that this is obviously something from the past ... I often dreamed of it before we met. Until a year ago, I was a radically different person. If I heard what I was saying to you now, I would tell myself that I was crazy. If something like this has happened to anyone, let him give me advice .. I tell myself that we are young, life is ahead of us. We don't even have 30 years left. we are free. I do not want to rush and insist on a serious relationship. But this grief over him destroys me. I'm thinking of trying regression. They tell me that this is obviously something from the past ... I often dreamed of it before we met. Until a year ago, I was a radically different person. If I heard what I was saying to you now, I would tell myself that I was crazy. If something like this has happened to anyone, let him give me advice .. that I went crazy. If something like this has happened to anyone, let him give me advice .. that I went crazy. If something like this has happened to anyone, let him give me advice ..