Mom And Dad,

For as long as I have lived and for as long as I can remember, you and your father have been constantly arguing. I've never had a normal family before - once we sit at the table and don't fight over something. :(. There is always the reason in someone. The most interesting thing is that everything is about finances with you. There is always someone with no money, someone always doesn't work (for example, me or dad), because I will start working from now on, etc. When was the last time you understood what love is ??? When was the last time you embraced from the heart ??? When was the last time you understood everything ?? I haven't experienced it yet, but from the bottom of my heart I pray a life like yours ..... I want a girl who understands me no matter what happens I want a girl and in the most horrible moment of my life to support me, I want a girl who is never like you and I want a girl with which to have a family that is never like you. I want a family that has nothing to do with you, I want a girl who knows what love is. I want a girl who understands me. I want a girl who, when I'm sick, gets into my situation. And I want a girl who is never affected by finances and who, even if we ask on the road, to keep the family. I want a girl who never cheats, but I probably want too much. I have no friends, no acquaintances with whom to go out for a drink in a car. I spend my last money on alcohol and cigarettes because I just don't have anyone to exchange a word with. I haven't had a friend since 3rd grade. I have hated school since the 3rd grade. From 3rd grade I don't want to step into it. From 3rd grade I want a normal family. However, since the 3rd grade my parents have been arguing, since the 3rd grade I have not had a normal family, since the 3rd grade I always quarrel and since the 3rd grade I am always alone. For me, whenever you go out and are together, it is a perfect moment ... I love you in spite of everything ... I love you and I will always love you !!! Teodor Nedyalkov :(