Hello ... I'm an 18-year-old girl ... I haven't had a boyfriend for almost 1 and 6 months ... As the days went by ... I didn't find a person to be with me ... because believe me, I need someone to love me ... I know it sounds weird but it's reality itself. One day an acquaintance explained to me how many nice guys there are in the gym where she trains .... and I jokingly signed up for a month ... The workouts went well as I expected .... but it happened .... once when I went to a disco ... the DJ I knew wanted something from me .... he came and started kissing me .... things with him ended in the next 3 days ... because we were not looking for anything ..... But the main character in the story is not him .... He is a boy from the gym, a friend of the DJ, who allegedly asked about my girlfriends .... One day I saw him on the street, he was getting out of the car and I shouted: "Excuse me ... Is your name Enrico" Whereupon he answered me in a surprised and interrogative voice: "Yes, my name is Enrico ...?" I explained to him that the DJ told me that he liked one of my friends and I started showing them on my phone .... He looked at the pictures and did not react ..... I asked him specifically about my acquaintance .. .. She and I were in the picture ..... And he told me that he liked me more .... It may seem frivolous .... but I knew that this man had a girlfriend ..... and not someone who is for a month / two ..... He has a girlfriend of 10 years, lives with her ..... At the compliment I also told him that I do not want anything and that I would not touch something foreign with him but he he wanted .... and the same night he showed me his riches .... He is wonderful ..... but I am not in love with him ... I am happy when he is with me .... I hate that he has a girlfriend ... and I hate him even more ... that I succumb to the temptation when I see him .... Yesterday he was home ... for the first time ...... we made love by candlelight. .. and as if this time we were not interested in anything .... I know I should not dream ... and one day I will pay for it and maybe ... but when it will be my turn to love ... I suffer ..... I'm sick of loneliness .... and I don't know how long I will last alone .... because I don't have any real friends where I live .... and maybe I won't have .... I want not to I do ..... and in the next moment I feel happy that I did it, although I feel sorry for this girl ... and she is a real woman ... Please help me! I have no idea how this would be possible .... write a comment The Little Mermaid ..... we made love by candlelight ... and as if this time we didn't care about anything .... I know I shouldn't dream ... and one day I'll pay for it and maybe ... but when will it's my turn to love ... I'm suffering ..... I'm sick of loneliness .... and I don't know how long I'll last alone .... because I don't have any real friends where I live .... and maybe not I will have .... I want not to do it ..... and the next moment I feel happy that I did it, although I feel sorry for this girl ... and she is a real woman ... Please help me! I have no idea how this would be possible .... write a comment The Little Mermaid ..... we made love by candlelight ... and as if this time we didn't care about anything .... I know I shouldn't dream ... and one day I'll pay for it and maybe ... but when will it's my turn to love ... I'm suffering ..... I'm sick of loneliness .... and I don't know how long I'll last alone .... because I don't have any real friends where I live .... and maybe not I will have .... I want not to do it ..... and the next moment I feel happy that I did it, although I feel sorry for this girl ... and she is a real woman ... Please help me! I have no idea how this would be possible .... write a comment The Little Mermaid ... because I don't have any real friends where I live .... and maybe I won't ... I don't want to do it ..... and the next moment I feel happy to have done it, despite that I feel sorry for this girl ... and she is a real woman ... Please help me! I have no idea how this would be possible .... write a comment The Little Mermaid ... because I don't have any real friends where I live .... and maybe I won't ... I don't want to do it ..... and the next moment I feel happy to have done it, despite that I feel sorry for this girl ... and she is a real woman ... Please help me! I have no idea how this would be possible .... write a comment The Little Mermaid
1 thevixennextdoor answered
ZDR :)) You seem to be in a difficult situation. I also had a similar experience, but I decided that things should end for me, because as you say in life, everything comes back twice. My advice is not to see each other - and give your girlfriends a chance.