Hello, everyone. I have something like a problem - the memories of the past. 3 years ago I met a boy - and the two of us immediately started looking at each other, hanging out, sparks began to fly in general. That day we were together for over 5 hours. Everything went well, the night before we parted goodbye hugged me tightly and did not let me go for 1-2 minutes. I flew with happiness ... but not for long. After a few days, we talked and decided to get together. Everything was perfect, I flew in the clouds of happiness until one day I went to see him and he pushed me away. I stayed in place for a while, but so was he, and when he saw me he grabbed my head, hit me, and it was obvious that he was furious. I never understood what happened. It blocks me everywhere. Let me clarify that we met him in the morning and he was with his friends and when he saw me he hugged me and was very happy to see me. A few hours after we met, he pushed me away. For 3 years now, I never understood what happened between us, why he pushed me away.
All I know is that after he pushed me away, he suffered a lot and always blamed someone or something for what happened to us. You may think that I am humiliated, but I decided to talk to him with the help of his cousin and my relative. When I went in front of them, he did not see me. When he saw me, I took his hand, I wanted to talk and he pushed me away and said there was nothing to talk about, he found me and pushed the door. As far as I understand, some "benefactor" told us both something and he broke off our relationship from there.
I cried a lot. I became severely depressed when I saw it, my caps softened. He was perfect for me. For 3 years now I have been thinking about him and what happened. Now we are both engaged, but as far as I understand, the girl he is with is a drug addict and she pulled him down. After learning this, I cried again, I wished it was a lie.
Please tell me how to proceed? I want to forget it, but I can't. Whenever I almost shake off what happened, I dream it and I remember it again and the memories come to me again.
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