Maybe I Have Autism!

The Story

I'm 15 and I'm 9th grade. I noticed that I have some symptoms of autism. I read a lot of things on the internet. I was even testing. My tests are going to be the same. There's a huge chance I have autism. I'm a little shy and I hate to be touched. I still can't make conversation with my coeval in fear of thinking I'm dull or dull. I can't watch 99% of the people in my eyes because I'm cross-eyed and I'm afraid of being looked at strangely. Sometimes when others say something bad to someone, I think it's for me. Sometimes I hear as my classmates whisper bad things about me, even though they're on the other side of the room. I'm too shy. I can't tie a normal conversation. I'm ashamed, I start to shaking (in most rare cases) or just my voice trembles and stutter, sweat (most often) and I speak very quietly, I literally need 10 times to repeat what I said. Sometimes I make a lot of weird faces and I don't even realize it. One time I watched the lady, one of my class called her name and imitated me. Sometimes her sister makes her stop, and she comes to ask me why I'm not talking to others and isolating myself. My boys make fun of me once in a while, and it gets awkward and I'm not defending myself. When I'm home alone, I talk to myself and make videos. I have other profiles and I do live videos in which I do whatever I want. I have a huge imagination, and because I don't know where to write my fictional stories sometimes I talk to myself and I live in the characters. I'm crazy...

Last Updated
May 28, 2020
Author:
tinasugar69

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