I'm 15 and I'm 9th grade. I noticed that I have some symptoms of autism. I read a lot of things on the internet. I was even testing. My tests are going to be the same. There's a huge chance I have autism. I'm a little shy and I hate to be touched. I still can't make conversation with my coeval in fear of thinking I'm dull or dull. I can't watch 99% of the people in my eyes because I'm cross-eyed and I'm afraid of being looked at strangely. Sometimes when others say something bad to someone, I think it's for me. Sometimes I hear as my classmates whisper bad things about me, even though they're on the other side of the room. I'm too shy. I can't tie a normal conversation. I'm ashamed, I start to shaking (in most rare cases) or just my voice trembles and stutter, sweat (most often) and I speak very quietly, I literally need 10 times to repeat what I said. Sometimes I make a lot of weird faces and I don't even realize it. One time I watched the lady, one of my class called her name and imitated me. Sometimes her sister makes her stop, and she comes to ask me why I'm not talking to others and isolating myself. My boys make fun of me once in a while, and it gets awkward and I'm not defending myself. When I'm home alone, I talk to myself and make videos. I have other profiles and I do live videos in which I do whatever I want. I have a huge imagination, and because I don't know where to write my fictional stories sometimes I talk to myself and I live in the characters. I'm crazy...
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xkayexx answered · May 28, 2020
You're just shy.
There's nothing wrong with that. And I was more trapped in school, but then things got better.
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awesome_vibes answered · May 28, 2020
You're not crazy! A crazy man wouldn't ask himself if he's crazy! You're just shy and shy. Thinking. You look good in mind, I think. -Don't worry about it. It's not always true.
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aquariusrising1 answered · May 28, 2020
Before the internet was gone and we didn't diagnose ourselves, life was so much nicer. :)
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wettmypussy answered · May 28, 2020
You don't have autism. You have low self-esteem and you're shy. It's obvious you're a good man and hot in the shower.
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big9104 answered · May 28, 2020
I understand you because I have the same problem since I was a child and I am a young man 26 years old. I've been autistic since I remember. My class was making fun of the looks and the fact that I was talking to myself and I-the other people noticed it and I go to psychologists, from a small (12-14 years old) I was harassed in school, mocked even me and beat the fight even in the 6th and 11th Grade I was with a broken nose twice a in 3 and 9 grade with a broken hand. Class doesn't saw that I'm a sick person, autistic on top of me and handicapped, but that's another topic.
Ignore those who mock you and look forward to a nice girl
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mike_glam answered · May 28, 2020
You can have something else, but no autism. Autistic can not formulate text like yours. If you're really concerned about your health, go to a specialist.
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mell_rush answered · May 29, 2020
Hi! I think if you had autism, you wouldn't be asking here, if that's true. I think people with autism do not realize it and do not consider it. They're aware of the people around them. You have a hard time making social contacts.
But I'm not a specialist. I am the mother of a boy of 15, who also wonder, whether he has autism. But we wonder, adults, I don't believe he's asking himself, and I don't believe he's aware that he's different. Actually, does he realize? I'il follow the subject.
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shitngiggles answered · May 29, 2020
You don't have autism. And I, with my friend, we drop a turd in other profiles and do stupid things (we often sing) and nobody watches us. At home, I think we're all talking to ourselves. I complain about anything, because only my imaginary friend understands me. I'm shy, but I look at people in the eye
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ray4kim answered · May 29, 2020
Social phobia, anxiety.
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amelia_scott08 answered · May 30, 2020
Author, the worst thing is when a man suggests things to himself.
The most adequate solution is to talk to your parents and go to a psychologist. There's nothing scary or shameful about it. My girlfriend had a depression before and began to periodically go to a psychologist.
Just look--you can't make a diagnosis yourself. There's no way you can determine what disease you're suffering through.
If everything were so easy and people diagnosed themselves, psychologists, doctors and similar ones would have been banging their heads for five years in the thick textbooks.
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nathan_hall answered · May 30, 2020
Don't be silly. You're all right. You're very self-conscious. I think it would be a good idea for you to enroll in a volunteer organization. There you will have the opportunity to communicate with other people who are not interested in aerial things like most of your age.