Masculine Girl

The Story

I was a male girl, they claimed, strong and brave, I guess they didn't know! I wish I was your masculine and strong girl, that I could love without pain and fear .... I turned out to be such a fool, naive and funny, but I had hope that you will always be with me, now I want the pain to take away! Male girl - what a big delusion If I was strong, then I was different! Cut and torn, without a drop of courage in my heart, I try to get out of the child's skin! I don't want to be powerless and sad, I don't want to be tied to grief again, but obviously that's not enough, alas, my sides are already cold! If only I were your male girl, so I could know that you only love me! But you're already with another, probably happy! You win everything, it doesn't matter who was to blame! I inflict another defeat on myself and I take the pain in my grave again, I know, it's my fault for my own grief, now everything will end without a drop of luck! Male girl, how stupid only? I am alone and unhappy again, I am guilty, I know, but it doesn't matter, everything in my world is gloomy like me ... ~ sad-baby ~

Last Updated
October 12, 2020
Author:
msmichelleus

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