Low Self-esteem.

The Story

Hi! You're being texted by a 19-year-old life-desperate girl... You'il say life is in front of me and up my head, but it's not. When I look around everyone is with a mate and seems happy in their lives. I ask myself every day what's wrong with me, why no one notices me, or if they notice me, why he's a person who's reckless and rude.. Is that the only kind of person I attract? Even sometimes I wonder how I've never died of envy before. I have a first cousin who's three years younger than me, and we've been together for as long as I can remember. She's so perfect. There is everything that one can dream of - a beautiful, tall, nice body, excellent success at school, hardworking and very radiant, and although there are a bunch of people who do not pay attention to them at all, she is completely focused on learning, and I would give everything at least once to feel loved by someone. Basically, everything is given to her ... I want to be like her so much, and I envy her so much. Even sometimes I'm ashamed to be older than her and I can't even get on her little finger. I don't hate her, she's like my sister, I'm just so jealous of her, and that way I haven't been depressed and I hate myself more and more. I just needed to share my story. Thanks for your time! :)

Last Updated
June 13, 2020
Author:
maryuk1961

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