Hello, I want to share my story so that someone understands the pain and the mistake I made. I had a very long and painful relationship for almost 7 years. Not worthy of respect or wasting time reading it, but I have to scream it because I am dying every day of grief and anger towards myself. I made a mistake and fell in love with a married man who played with my life for many years and did not respect the feelings or the sacrifices I made for him. And I was married with a small child, he with two older ones. All these years I loved him so much that everything in my life was ruined so that I could be with him when he wanted and had time. I was left without the man next to me, I was left alone with a child and I suffered for everything and ruined my life while he looked after his own. So he continued with lies and convictions that he would do something for me, that he would leave his home. Lots of empty talk and lies. There were feelings but they were not as strong as my tasks being determined to give me a future nothing that I lost my future and with my husband to be with him. So one day I was left nowhere ... With difficulties and deprivations without a man next to me, without a man with many deprivations and only with him ... a lover who did not care at all for my happiness. It was very difficult for me to return to my husband years later and nothing was the same. Day by day I get up and I am more and more unhappy. As much as I loved the other, I know that he ruined my family and I already regret everything. His was a mean and amusing relationship, my love flattered him, his intentions were and were left without serious intentions. Only lies ... many tears were shed and many nights I did not sleep because of him to make me happy and I received nothing more than meaningless meetings for sex. I'm sorry for the life he didn't give me but took away from me, my future with my family failed me to be with him. And he remained the same and did not leave his wife. Nothing will ever be the same with my husband, and I am guilty I am very unhappy with everything they have done to each other.
1 littlebunnylolo2 answered
From everything written, I have the impression that he thought of his children, and you did not think of yours at all. Things can't be the same with your husband, but from now on focus on your child to make up for the time he lived without his father. A man or a woman should never be more important than our children. Every normal person thinks like that, and if he doesn't think like that, he is either not normal or he has temporarily lost his sanity because of sex.