Love-enormousguy

At some point, a person comes along who just collapses to the ground, this world of ours that we have built and know. It evokes feelings in us that we have never experienced or suspected before. It's just that everything is changing. For a split second, the world we know disappears. Every day we are filled with thoughts of one, only person, and when you see him - your body tingles, your stomach shrinks and some butterflies begin to fly through it, your emotions mix, everything in your head is chaos, you can't hear your own think and just stand, look and smile involuntarily. At some point, you will stop saying his name when you mention him and replace it with 'he', just him, because there is no one else to make you feel that way. You will look at him with a warm, hopeful look that betrays your whole being, state of mind. After a time, when you have already experienced your moments and he left you with you, that hope for you both will remain smoldering. From time to time you will get angry and say things about him that you do not think, and out of anger that he is not with you. You start asking yourself unanswered questions, all the songs suddenly make sense and you think about everything that happened or that could have happened and you feel bad, you blame yourself and you sink into some negative and gloomy thoughts , then all this passes, hah just everything passes and in the place of this love a layer of hatred is layered.