Love By The Pound

The Story

I share my story, not to complain, I'm just overwhelmed by many things and I want to share to make it easier for me. Lately, I have been thinking more and more about who gives and what in family relationships, between men and women. There is always someone dissatisfied, very often both, and when this becomes known to the other, it is too late to change. When my husband and I decided to start a family, we had known each other for about three years, I was 25 and he was 30, so we were aware of the decision and were aware of the responsibilities that marriage entails. To this day, we build and upgrade what has already been created. The wedding day is over, after a year our first happiness appeared, after two more and the second :) And here is the reason for the breakdown in our relationship, not the children, because he is a good father, the change that happened to my body ... No misunderstand me I'm not excusing myself, but I've really never been weak in the sense that most people put in, I still had those 5-6 kg on top to keep me tense. On the day of my wedding, there were at least 10 of them on top, but anyway. My first pregnancy was quite difficult, despite my attention I gained a lot, which damaged my health. I got diestasis, a separate metabolic disorder that turned out to be the cause of the pounds. And so, three years after the birth of my second child, I'm still struggling with weight, drugs, diets and sports, but slowly, very, very slowly. And about my character I will only say that I enjoy life as a small child, I greet and send my husband away with a smile and a kiss, I have never cried and I have always supported, listened to and helped the love of my life. However, those hugs and kisses began to become unwanted, in the beginning the moment was not appropriate, tired or in a hurry, then sex decreased, up to once a month, then porn appeared, attention and attitude were replaced by rudeness and disinterest. The gentle diminutives were replaced by the sonorous woman, and in an argument last night he called me a pig, so he turned to me. It is clear what is the reason why he does not want me and obviously loves me already, I do not complain about that. But I was hurt by what he said, not because he said it, but because it was true. I do my best to lose those pounds, but it doesn't work because I have a health problem that I got to have children with him. And so it hurts, it doesn't hurt the decision has been made, I will collect luggage at mom's, we will look after our children together and I don't think to take revenge through them. If he wants and when he wants to see and take them, but I will not compromise to live in sadness just because it is ours to my children, and he obviously wants his freedom to find something better than a pig. Everyone should live their lives so that they do not become uglier after the scandals and stress for the children have started.

Last Updated
November 01, 2020
Author:
cuckold_para_wroc

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