Lost Hope And Broken Heart

The Story

Hello ... I have written twice so far about my relationship with a girl with whom we were very close for several months. We shared, you could say we flirted and in general we were very, very "important" to each other. My question was what to do because I fell in love with her and she has a boyfriend ... The answers were divided into giving her up or empty her. After a long time I confessed everything to the last drop ... and a rebuke began why I didn't and I said earlier I don't know why ... I was somewhat happy because I thought she would say that she was also interested. But alas, she told me firmly and coldly that she wanted nothing from me except our friendship, which was extremely important for her ... I quote "The only way to make me happy is to stay in my life" in which I was broken ... I still am. She mentioned several times that she didn't like me that way ... and I love her. In fact, this is the first girl I can say I love. And that's exactly why my heart dropped in my stomach .. I started to lose weight, I didn't do well at work ... I barely spent the working day. But she wants us to be as close friends as before ... which I told her was impossible. It just hurts to be with her and I know nothing can happen. But still I told her that I don't want to lose her as a friend ... I don't know why but I can't let her go. I still have some hope .... fool..what more can I say. But my heart won't let me go. She also said that her current friend is not who knows what was good with her ... but in general there are no feelings. But what to do ? I want her more than anything, and she doesn't want me ... Should I end our friendship and soothe the pain with a few whiskeys and find another person to appreciate me, or should I maintain my friendship with her and hope for a miracle? Both options generally do not suit me because in both I am the one who is broken ... If there is someone who has gone through the same situation, please give advice. I've been cut and torn before ... but I've never been so sick. It's hard to get attached to people. She is the first person in my life who I never wanted to leave. We have been together regularly for almost a year now. But after our conversation today, I don't think we will be the same as before. Thank you very much for reading my stupid story ..

Last Updated
September 03, 2020
Author:
cait1in

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