I don't know where to start ... I'm a girl from a small town, soon to be an adult. My problem is that I don't have people around me. When I go to school, everyone seems to hate me, they make fun of me, and I don't do anything to them. I feel like an outsider. This is probably because I'm not like the others, they listen to other types of music, and I'm interested in other things. I am afraid every day when I sit at the desk of what others will say, I am tired of ridicule, I am tired of being insulted when I enter the room to look at me strangely and to be against me. I'm tired of always being the black sheep, from a young age. I haven't had anyone by my side since I was little, I haven't had any friends, but I don't understand why no one likes me True ... I'm not one of the best and that's exactly why I haven't had a boyfriend so far (no matter how big I am), and one of the main reasons is shyness. At first, when I entered a new class, I tried to get acquainted, but I could not do anything, I could not get close to them, groups formed, and I was left alone, mocked and hated by everyone. I can't stand it, so far I've suffered a lot (it's better not to describe everything), but it's as if I'm getting more when I come home and cry all the time. I try to be good to everyone, to help, but they only thank me with ridicule and insults ... I think when I graduate, everything will change, I will meet new people, I will go to university, but before that I have to be collected the money because my parents are unlikely to have money for each semester, we often wonder how to connect the two ends .... and in general .... it's hard for me. I want advice from you. Not really advice, because there's hardly anything to do, but reassurance and are there people in my situation? Are there lonely people, discussed and ridiculed, but also sensitive, who cry every day for their lives so far and are left without hope for their future ... I have not told my parents because I do not want to bother them further, and what can let them do ... Anyway, thank you for taking some time for me!
1 okrowka_wow answered
Hello :) I was in a similar situation at school. Like you, I was quite shy and had a hard time finding common interests with the people in the class. Don't worry, life and relationships are different outside of school. I am sure you will find a suitable environment very soon. Head up and good luck!