Hello, everyone. I need help. I want to tell you first that my topic is real and that these things really happened to me, not that I make them up. So I'm a 21-year-old boy. I liked girls as a child, I was even in love with 2, and one of us was boyfriends, but then everything failed. I was 16/17 then and in the years after that I never managed to find another girlfriend. I still didn't get along with women, and I tried everything. So one day, I was already 19 and I started thinking about what it would be like if I were a girl, a 19 year old young girl. To wear women's clothes, to have a girl's life, etc. In the beginning I only wore whatever women's clothes I could find and looked like that, I looked ugly, but I felt good. A little later I started to think what it would be like if I whistle like a girl and fuck me like girls fuck .. I started chatting with men, I didn't like them, but I wanted a cock! I got along with someone, but in the end I was scared and nothing happened. Once, however, I managed to get scared and saw a man. Completely unknown at the age of 39. He came to us, and I was dressed normally. we talked there are no 2-3 stories and I told him I was going to get ready. I went to the bathroom, undressed. I put on some thongs, put on a bra and stuffed socks inside to look like breasts. I put on a skirt, a purple tank top, put on pink socks and went to him. He said I look good and squat down. I got scared and started thinking, what am I doing, Lord, but I had nowhere to go. I knelt in front of him, he unzipped, took off his jeans and saw a cock in front of me, but it was soft. I grabbed it with my hand and after a while I swallowed it. I blew it like that for about 2-3 minutes, then he went to bed and went to bed, and I stood at his feet, pushed my ass up and continued to lick him. But it never happened to him, at one point I felt sick from the inside and I told him I didn't want to anymore. He got a little upset, got up, put on his jeans, said goodbye for now and left. Then I felt terrible at first, but after a while, I mean a few hours. I started to get excited and happy about what happened. I saw what it's like to blow a whistle. Unfortunately, I couldn't figure out what it felt like to have sex. In principle, I know that such a life has no prospects. I want to dress like a girl and see men, but I really want to do something like that again, and this time I want to be fucked and see what it is. But out of fear, out of worry, and out of that feeling I have, I didn't do it. I wish I knew what to do, I need help and advice. I hope to get it here. Thanks in advance.
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Hello friend, I don't know what you expect, so my opinion may sound bad, but also pleasant. I'm the same as you, and that's exactly how I started, with the small difference that I first played with artificial penises. Whether you will stop or continue your feminine existence may depend to some extent on your will, but the woman will always call inside you. I have personally given up dozens of times, with my longest abstinence lasting about 5 years. This happened after I got married. No wonder, I fall for women! On the street, I turn behind women's buttocks and breasts. Men do not attract me, but what to do, as a man is attached to every living penis. Last time I abstained for a whole year, because my daughter took pictures of me, it was a great shame. I threw away my entire wardrobe in which I had invested somewhere around BGN 2,000. and I vowed never to look at lingerie again. I gritted my teeth, but as with drug addicts, all you have to do is call an old conspirator and everything goes to the movies. So the good or bad opinion on your problem is that there is no salvation. Some solve it by changing their gender. I have such acquaintances and no one has regretted doing it, but who knows, maybe they are lying because there is no going back. However, as I said, there can be no return for you, you are just like that. Tranyanka However, as I said, there can be no return for you, you are just like that. Tranyanka However, as I said, there can be no return for you, you are just like that. Tranyanka