Hello, everyone. I need help. I want to tell you first that my topic is real and that these things really happened to me, not that I make them up. So I'm a 21-year-old boy. I liked girls as a child, I was even in love with 2, and one of us was boyfriends, but then everything failed. I was 16/17 then and in the years after that I never managed to find another girlfriend. I still didn't get along with women, and I tried everything. So one day, I was already 19 and I started thinking about what it would be like if I were a girl, a 19 year old young girl. To wear women's clothes, to have a girl's life, etc. In the beginning I only wore whatever women's clothes I could find and looked like that, I looked ugly, but I felt good. A little later I started to think what it would be like if I whistle like a girl and fuck me like girls fuck .. I started chatting with men, I didn't like them, but I wanted a cock! I got along with someone, but in the end I was scared and nothing happened. Once, however, I managed to get scared and saw a man. Completely unknown at the age of 39. He came to us, and I was dressed normally. we talked there are no 2-3 stories and I told him I was going to get ready. I went to the bathroom, undressed. I put on some thongs, put on a bra and stuffed socks inside to look like breasts. I put on a skirt, a purple tank top, put on pink socks and went to him. He said I look good and squat down. I got scared and started thinking, what am I doing, Lord, but I had nowhere to go. I knelt in front of him, he unzipped, took off his jeans and saw a cock in front of me, but it was soft. I grabbed it with my hand and after a while I swallowed it. I blew it like that for about 2-3 minutes, then he went to bed and went to bed, and I stood at his feet, pushed my ass up and continued to lick him. But it never happened to him, at one point I felt sick from the inside and I told him I didn't want to anymore. He got a little upset, got up, put on his jeans, said goodbye for now and left. Then I felt terrible at first, but after a while, I mean a few hours. I started to get excited and happy about what happened. I saw what it's like to blow a whistle. Unfortunately, I couldn't figure out what it felt like to have sex. In principle, I know that such a life has no prospects. I want to dress like a girl and see men, but I really want to do something like that again, and this time I want to be fucked and see what it is. But out of fear, out of worry, and out of that feeling I have, I didn't do it. I wish I knew what to do, I need help and advice. I hope to get it here. Thanks in advance.
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Hello friend, I don't know what you expect, so my opinion may sound bad, but also pleasant. I'm the same as you, and that's exactly how I started, with the small difference that I first played with artificial penises. Whether you will stop or continue your feminine existence may depend to some extent on your will, but the woman will always call inside you. I have personally given up dozens of times, with my longest abstinence lasting about 5 years. This happened after I got married. No wonder, I fall for women! On the street, I turn behind women's buttocks and breasts. Men do not attract me, but what to do, as a man is attached to every living penis. Last time I abstained for a whole year, because my daughter took pictures of me, it was a great shame. I threw away my entire wardrobe in which I had invested somewhere around BGN 2,000. and I vowed never to look at lingerie again. I gritted my teeth, but as with drug addicts, all you have to do is call an old conspirator and everything goes to the movies. So the good or bad opinion on your problem is that there is no salvation. Some solve it by changing their gender. I have such acquaintances and no one has regretted doing it, but who knows, maybe they are lying because there is no going back. However, as I said, there can be no return for you, you are just like that. Tranyanka However, as I said, there can be no return for you, you are just like that. Tranyanka However, as I said, there can be no return for you, you are just like that. Tranyanka
Again, beeeee ... Only when I got to the "socks" and there was no doubt that the same person writes these fantasies ...
Thanks to Tranianka for the answer, it will be useful to me. And in comment number 2, I will tell him that this is the truth and I have no use for lying about it.
Author, I have no doubt that your story is real, but I don't know what to advise you, except to admit that I was aroused by your story ... I guess it would be interesting for me to start, but it can't happen because we can't exchange skype :) Boy of 23 :)
That's right, but I didn't understand if you were in a similar condition to mine, or? :) I'm interested to hear the opinion of others, because I'm thinking of revealing myself to a friend, but no one says anything. The author.
From number 7: Emmy, I haven't done anything like that, BUT I've fantasized about it many times while masturbating, sometimes I've included women's clothes and anal dilators;)
Very interesting. I'm a woman and I really like blowjobs and sex with a man, so I understand to some extent your desire to want it, because I think it's something unique. It's quite complicated for you, though, because you're not a woman, it's not normal to do that, and it's definitely a little different. I don't know what to advise you, except maybe try one day and then see how you will feel and what you will choose in life.
I don't have the moment with women's clothes, bro, but I found out that in addition to women, I also fall in love with men and sometimes I fuck with different boys (without fucking me), I even fucked some of them. I accepted that I would be and am at peace with myself, accept yourself as you are, realize your fantasies, it's good that you fall in love with women and they won't suspect you;) success
Author, I also went through similar dilemmas, but unlike you, I manage to resist the desire to do something with a man, but not to secretly dress like a woman. Unfortunately, these things will always accompany us, I think.
There is nothing shameful in not feeling in the right body, so search the internet for how to connect with other people with similar interests. They have clubs where they meet. You will be among like-minded people there.
You are not afraid, but in fact you are worried because you make female roles that are made by women and not by men, and I am like you, but I emptied the boy to the end !! Sometimes I fall into cramped situations but you swallow and get used to it, for example I have a serious partner with whom I meet hey gay but he just needs to relax he is not tied to women obviously at 50 he is divorced he has no other choice and so it comes to me , we agreed not to sleep with others for fear of some disease !!! From the beginning I was worried but 2-3 meetings and we started experimenting! Now I go home all the time