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Hello, I want to ask someone with the same problem, to tell me how I will continue, how I will start a family, how I will have children !? I'm almost 18, a year ago I found out I had HPV. Type 16 and 18. High risk! They took them away from me at the end of May last year, since then I haven't thought about sleeping with a boy, just imagining that I will give him this thing and ruin his life ... I blame myself too, I feel like wreck, as if I'm not up for anything ... I don't even know how to formulate my topic or questions, I'm hellishly confused. They haven't appeared since they were removed, but they will be on the face of a cold and weakened immunity. I'm afraid, how will I live with this !? I'm afraid that one day it will turn out to be cervical cancer ... I may not even have children. Everything just collapsed, I have so many ribbons and 1st places in beauty contests, so much effort to look the way I look, so much deprivation and training to have the dream body, and I slept in the trash with someone who doomed me ... Please, just tell me something, help me, how to cope, mentally , physically, even personally with this? I don't wish it on anyone ...

Last Updated
August 02, 2020
Author:
steicym

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