Lies And Fictional Worlds Abound

   Of course, not all of us are born with the same material, physical, and spiritual abilities. This does not stop us from living, dreaming and working for our goals. You had your world, you lived in it, but now you understand that reality will break your imaginary world and you are afraid of the "terrible" reality. You are disappointed in your loved ones, in the world and in yourself. I also had such a moment in my life, but I swallowed the disappointment, took matters into my own hands and moved on. What you learn in school will never be superfluous to you, no matter what you work and no matter what age you are. The diligence you put into school shows that you are a really serious person and I am convinced that you will handle any job if you want. Now the most important thing is to give up this fictional world of yours, to leave a fixed idea for a car and a villa for 200 bucks each, to stop thinking about abroad at least for now and focus on your real possibilities and look around for real opportunities. I know that writing like this seems easy, but in practice it is difficult to give up the beliefs and views that have lived until now, but if you really want to move forward, you have to do it. I did it 2 years ago and now I live much better and I feel much happier without a car for 100 bucks. Ultimately, you have to change and adapt to reality, not it to you or me. I am sure that you will be able to cope with the challenge and your life will be much better :) who has lived until now, but if you really want to move forward you have to do it. I did it 2 years ago and now I live much better and I feel much happier without a car for 100 bucks. Ultimately, you have to change and adapt to reality, not it to you or me. I am sure that you will be able to cope with the challenge and your life will be much better :) who has lived until now, but if you really want to move forward you have to do it. I did it 2 years ago and now I live much better and I feel much happier without a car for 100 bucks. Ultimately, you have to change and adapt to reality, not it to you or me. I am sure that you will be able to cope with the challenge and your life will be much better :)

   "It's a great trauma for me that they give me big promises, they haven't taught me anything, I can't cook, I can't work at the moment, I don't become a waitress, my memory is bad, that's why I bother with studying. .. "This is your problem, not your teaching. For starters, learn not to be so pessimistic about things and appreciate your parents, not to blame them when it's best for you. It's easy for you to wait for your "car for a hundred bucks" and spit on your parents for not having the mind to start a business. Learn to appreciate what you have, because one day it may go away. I can't give you proper advice about studying abroad, because I don't know exactly what your situation is. But I think it's best to sit down and talk seriously with your parents about it and ask them honestly to tell you if they'll be able to support you after you leave. If not, think of alternative ways such as borrowing and others. But most importantly - study, because abroad, unlike here, you not only need to have money, but also to know. So in short, stop complaining, talk to your parents and sit down to study, and if there is a desire - there is a way.

   "Since I was little, my parents didn't have opportunities, we always lived normally ..." - I haven't read more nonsense! So don't you have opportunities - you live normally, and if you have, then what do you do?

   Why is the material in most of your story? So it was, so it was. Well, don't think that your parents don't want to give you a car for 100 bucks or send you to study in Massachusetts, for example, technically. There are no parents who do not want their children to be well, to give them a good start in life and to enjoy their success. But, now think a little from another point of view. People work for a salary so that they can provide for the family, the utilities, the normal things in life. Accept that not everyone can be a millionaire, a banker, a scoundrel or a swindler. It's just that your parents are normal people. The fact that you are attached to their stories does not speak very well for you, in the sense that any moderately intelligent person would at least think "ajeba, how will they provide me with all this with these two salaries ...? "Apparently you don't do it and you count on things to fall out of the air. Well, my advice is - don't look abroad. You just don't need it. Why go to those rags (they are, believe me), to feel 5- man, because your finances will be even below the social minimum, to shake yourself seriously (mass practice there) and in the end not to learn anything.The simple maxim is that even here who learns - learns. , enrolls in a higher degree, even higher, etc. We have good enough universities and qualified teachers who can give you much better knowledge than those courses abroad (we are talking about public colleges and universities, because for private you can't even dream.) The other thing is - in Bulgaria there is work for everyone. Naturally, as long as he is ambitious enough, has enough knowledge and skills and WORKS WITH HIM. Don't think that if you graduate from an English public college or university, for example, if you come back here, they will be waiting for you at the airport with a proposal for a CEO of a big bank ... There is no such film. You go in line with others. You start from scratch, you fight, you prove yourself, you succeed. If you want to be in Botswana, the principle is the same. So, put on your rags, stop being depressed about such nonsense, understand that yours are very ordinary people and do not mock both yourself and them. they will be waiting for you at the airport with a proposal for a CEO of a big bank ... There is no such film. You go in line with others. You start from scratch, you fight, you prove yourself, you succeed. If you want to be in Botswana, the principle is the same. So, put on your rags, stop being depressed about such nonsense, understand that yours are very ordinary people and do not mock both yourself and them. they will be waiting for you at the airport with a proposal for a CEO of a big bank ... There is no such film. You go in line with others. You start from scratch, you fight, you prove yourself, you succeed. If you want to be in Botswana, the principle is the same. So, put on your rags, stop being depressed about such nonsense, understand that yours are very ordinary people and do not mock both yourself and them.

   Darling, the material is not everything! Yes, everyone wants vacations and a car for 100 bucks and a thousand other things, but the years will pass and you will learn that there are many, many more important things in the world! As for the fact that your father promised this or that, well, every parent wants to give the best to their child. The man may have really hoped one day to be able to give you all these things! Well, it didn't happen, but that doesn't mean they don't love you and don't want you to be happy. And I used to take a break from studying and I wanted to go abroad, but unlike you, I realized that our people just don't have that opportunity and I wasn't angry with them, because I knew that they were literally struggling to work to provide me with a normal life. Well, I didn't graduate from a western university, I graduated from Sofia University, but that doesn't stop me from working and being happy. Understand, money is important, but they don't make you happy! Because as they said in a popular test, "with money you can buy medicine, but not health, with money you can buy sex, but not love, with money you can buy power, but not respect, and so on. "And the most important things like health, family, love, friendship and happiness are not bought with money! Remember it! And if you are so obsessed with the material, make an effort and earn money for a car, trips and everything else, but to be angry with your parents is not fair. That's how much people can do, that's how much they earn. When you think it's so easy, make more money and then spend it as you want. And the most important things like health, family, love, friendship and happiness are not bought with money! Remember it! And if you are so obsessed with the material, make an effort and earn money for a car, trips and everything else, but to be angry with your parents is not fair. That's how much people can do, that's how much they earn. When you think it's so easy, make more money and then spend it as you want. And the most important things like health, family, love, friendship and happiness are not bought with money! Remember it! And if you are so obsessed with the material, make an effort and earn money for a car, trips and everything else, but to be angry with your parents is not fair. That's how much people can do, that's how much they earn. When you think it's so easy, make more money and then spend it as you want.

   It is a big mistake on your part to give you unrealistic promises that they cannot keep. my children are younger than you, but I try to promise them only what I can 100% fulfill, for the rest I say that I do not know and I do not promise yet. on the other hand, you have not been small for a long time and you should be aware of what is possible and what is not for your family. however, what you can do from now on is more important. first of all, accept that things are mainly in your hands, stop experiencing yourself as a person to whom everything will fall into his hands like cars for 100 bucks. such is life, there are people with great opportunities, there are those with medium and those who often starve. secondly study seriously! at the time a clever man said to me: "what is in your head and in your hands, no one can take it from you"! if you have the desire this is your opportunity! since yours obviously do not have the opportunity to support you abroad, apply and get a bachelor's degree at a Bulgarian university, and then think about a master's degree abroad. in this way you will have more job opportunities, and during your studies in Bulgaria you have opportunities for academic exchange, participation in competitions for various scholarships and many other opportunities for smart and ambitious students, which are rarely advertised in the media, but are quite real. so money is far from everything, believe me! I have before my eyes everyday examples of boys and girls from villages that you have never heard of, but worked on themselves, worked hard and got a chance for good realization. for your good come down to earth, look around you, judge what you are good at and what you want to do and act! Success! F43 since yours obviously do not have the opportunity to support you abroad, apply and get a bachelor's degree at a Bulgarian university, and then think about a master's degree abroad. in this way you will have more job opportunities, and during your studies in Bulgaria you have opportunities for academic exchange, participation in competitions for various scholarships and many other opportunities for smart and ambitious students, which are rarely advertised in the media, but are quite real. so money is far from everything, believe me! I have before my eyes everyday examples of boys and girls from villages that you have never heard of, but worked on themselves, worked hard and got a chance for good realization. for your good come down to earth, look around you, judge what you are good at and what you want to do and act! Success! F43 since yours obviously do not have the opportunity to support you abroad, apply and get a bachelor's degree at a Bulgarian university, and then think about a master's degree abroad. in this way you will have more job opportunities, and during your studies in Bulgaria you have opportunities for academic exchange, participation in competitions for various scholarships and many other opportunities for smart and ambitious students, which are rarely advertised in the media, but are quite real. so money is far from everything, believe me! I have before my eyes everyday examples of boys and girls from villages that you have never heard of, but worked on themselves, worked hard and got a chance for good realization. for your good come down to earth, look around you, judge what you are good at and what you want to do and act! Success! F43 apply and get a bachelor's degree at a Bulgarian university, and then think about a master's degree abroad. in this way you will have more job opportunities, and during your studies in Bulgaria you have opportunities for academic exchange, participation in competitions for various scholarships and many other opportunities for smart and ambitious students, which are rarely advertised in the media, but are quite real. so money is far from everything, believe me! I have before my eyes everyday examples of boys and girls from villages that you have never heard of, but worked on themselves, worked hard and got a chance for good realization. for your good come down to earth, look around you, judge what you are good at and what you want to do and act! Success! F43 apply and get a bachelor's degree at a Bulgarian university, and then think about a master's degree abroad. in this way you will have more job opportunities, and during your studies in Bulgaria you have opportunities for academic exchange, participation in competitions for various scholarships and many other opportunities for smart and ambitious students, which are rarely advertised in the media, but are quite real. so money is far from everything, believe me! I have before my eyes everyday examples of boys and girls from villages that you have never heard of, but worked on themselves, worked hard and got a chance for good realization. for your good come down to earth, look around you, judge what you are good at and what you want to do and act! Success! F43 in this way you will have more job opportunities, and during your studies in Bulgaria you have opportunities for academic exchange, participation in competitions for various scholarships and many other opportunities for smart and ambitious students, which are rarely advertised in the media, but are quite real. so money is far from everything, believe me! I have before my eyes everyday examples of boys and girls from villages that you have never heard of, but worked on themselves, worked hard and got a chance for good realization. for your good come down to earth, look around you, judge what you are good at and what you want to do and act! Success! F43 in this way you will have more job opportunities, and during your studies in Bulgaria you have opportunities for academic exchange, participation in competitions for various scholarships and many other opportunities for smart and ambitious students, which are rarely advertised in the media, but are quite real. so money is far from everything, believe me! I have before my eyes daily examples of boys and girls from villages that you have never heard of, but worked on themselves, worked hard and got a chance for good realization. for your good come down to earth, look around you, judge what you are good at and what you want to do and act! Success! F43 for participation in competitions for various scholarships and many other opportunities for smart and ambitious students, which are rarely advertised in the media, but are quite real. so money is far from everything, believe me! I have before my eyes everyday examples of boys and girls from villages that you have never heard of, but worked on themselves, worked hard and got a chance for good realization. for your good come down to earth, look around you, judge what you are good at and what you want to do and act! Success! F43 for participation in competitions for various scholarships and many other opportunities for smart and ambitious students, which are rarely advertised in the media, but are quite real. so money is far from everything, believe me! I have before my eyes everyday examples of boys and girls from villages that you have never heard of, but worked on themselves, worked hard and got a chance for good realization. for your good come down to earth, look around you, judge what you are good at and what you want to do and act! Success! F43 judge what you are good at and what you want to do and act! Success! F43 judge what you are good at and what you want to do and act! Success! F43

   In my opinion, pay attention to your health in the first place. There is nothing wrong with treating a psychiatrist if necessary.

   You are small and you do not understand how things are in life. Apart from the fact that your parents gave you a pseudo-upbringing, which further confused your perception of reality. But life will teach you, believe me. For people like you, the hardest lessons are, be prepared for very strong blows. I'm telling you from experience. So far I have learned that you need a lot of learning, a lot of work and never, but not to give up on anything and to be extremely purposeful. To know what you want and not to stop and hesitate. Where others stop, you have to step on the gas, as they say. Otherwise I don't see you - you will be a psychiatrist for life. F 27

   It didn't matter the material, come on, everyone who says it does it because he wants to have a nice expensive car, a nice house and a wife, but it doesn't work, that's why you think you will be satisfied with the little things in life full of nonsense .... The principle is either I have everything or I have nothing, there is no middle ground ... And this with learning is nonsense, a person needs an acquaintance to arrange it somewhere, a dose of luck, and not to be an idiot ....