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Kleptomania

The Story: I have a problem ... and he has kleptomania. For 2 years now, I have often stolen things and almost never use them ... but the main thing for me is that I never steal from people or public objects that are needed and have their purpose. It happened to me to find phones, purses and even once a bag and I returned everything to the owner intact and I would do it again. It is a huge taboo for me to take something foreign, because it will harm someone, so I only steal from large chains of stores / I would not steal from small ones, because most likely the shops are private and people who know how barely connect the two ends / . Very often I just throw away the joy. When I rob, I feel very strong at the moment and when I come home I wonder "what did I take it for?" and I don't use it or throw it away or give it to someone I know. It's never planned to be honest, it's just that at the moment I have an urge to steal something that I liked so much ... When I take stock, in fact ... I started stealing after a series of severe traumatic situations ... that my family it even got worse / attempted rape, death of loved ones, medical errors during surgery /, but what I think triggered it was domestic violence against me and the fact that my closest people treated me like garbage all my life .. until they told me in a horrible way that I was adopted and that's why they treated me like that .... I lasted I lasted, but something in me then broke ... 3 months later I entered a big favorite chain of stores , I measured clothes, but I liked only one purse. I went to the cash register, but the shopkeepers didn't reflect me, they were right next to me and I heard them while I was waiting for one of them to come and buy my purse, to say "Do you see her ... do you know she's stealing", said one and there were many close and I could hear everything completely, but the other signaled that I was right behind them and waiting at the cash register. I pretended not to hear anything, bought my purse, went out and was mega angry. I had never stolen anything other than a garden flower in my life to give to my grandmother or mother, and I was very angry at how they allowed themselves to talk like that about me when I had never stolen anything before, I just went often in the store, because my parents worked in a neighboring site, and I liked their goods, I had bought most of my clothes from there. And then I decided to really steal something from them, which I can get secretly despite the cameras, but when I started I had no idea that I would unlock a beast .... I really like to steal things especially from them and it's not just in vain, but I do it from other stores. I have moments when my impulse to steal is very strong and I feel very strong satisfaction after that, like you are very very thirsty and there is water right in front of you, but when I come back to us I just push it under the bed or in a cupboard, because I totally don't need it, but there are also things I wear - some stolen clothes. The bad thing is that I don't even feel guilty ... I would only if I stole from someone, but I can't, because I imagine how it would hurt him, but because the chain of stores is global ... in general, I don't harm anyone. I have also worked in a similar position, / and from acquaintances I know / do not deduct from the wages or the salary of the worker especially in these chains. I realize that this is not normal and should not continue like this, so far I have not been caught once, but ... I feel torn ... I want to stop ... but I can not. The pleasure of stealing something is like climbing a peak, I feel very happy with myself, but the next moment I say to myself "you can't go on like this" and I've been thinking about it for a long time ... I'm analyzing why I started and how should I stop, how have I ever allowed a man like me to turn into a petty thief ... and I'm very ashamed. I am neither poor ... nor uneducated (on the contrary), nor ill-mannered ... nor have I ever been addicted to anything (neither smoking, nor drinking, nor trying drugs), and the more I think,
Last Updated: September 10, 2020
Author:: sushmaswaraj

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Published on: September 10, 2020

The author: I am an atheist and I would not want fanatics like you to encourage me to believe in imaginary friends. Terrible things have happened because of religions and continue to happen. Personally, I do not know a believer who every hypocritical day does not violate at least a few of the "commandments of God", even one such fanatic tried to force me when I was 17. There is nothing worse than you. The truth is only in science. And as it says I don't feel guilty whether I share it or not I won't stop .... The point is that I realize that this is pure addiction ... And one piece of advice ... read the bible read the old testament too again, it is the basis of the new one and explains our creation from 6,000 years ago and the man and woman who have only sons but still manage to inhabit the earth. These books are full of lies and contradict themselves, gender inequality, hatred, homophobia, they even say in them how to treat your slaves and nonsense like how to kill your wife in front of her father's house if she is not a virgin or if she is raped then this is damage to the father and he has to pay with money. At least the Gospels themselves, which describe the same events, are very contradictory. Read the Apocrypha as well, however, they were parts of the bible that people waved. Then pay attention to the Sumerian legends surprisingly much resemble the Old Testament in its basis .... only there when "Lord" strangles all Lucifer / Enki descends to earth and remains to help people who have always loved and taught different science and crafts. Understand that globally, at the root of every large-scale human stupidity is a false belief that either aggresses him or gives him comfort. Whether it is genocide against the "lower", a holy war or a belief in the afterlife ... religion does both. And the more followers there are and the more they are stimulated, the greater the chance that it will get out of control and norm and unleash violence again and take us back to the dark ages when it was the law. And get rid of the belief that religious people are better. No, they are not. Doing good deeds out of fear commanding or rewarding when you die is not good. Goodness comes from your absence and does not depend on imaginary friends in heaven.

Published on: September 10, 2020

Published on: September 10, 2020

Published on: September 10, 2020