I've Been Screwed Since I Went To Church

The Story

I have always had this inner feeling, tension. Even when I sleep, I can't free myself, and I wake up every morning full of vague, chaotic thoughts. Things really went awry when my grandmother took me to church. (from this you understand that I am a teenager and yes it is possible to have spelling mistakes :) (not that one is related to the other) To return to the topic. She is an evangelist, a woman with strong faith, and maybe with strong ... fear. God gives her perseverance and hope, but it doesn't work for me. I only think about how wrong I am and how I will go to Hell. Deep down, I know that's not true. However, what makes some "Christians" think they are better just because "they will go to Heaven." But fear continues to bite me, like a monster that has found its successor - me. I think about how life passes me by at full speed.

Last Updated
July 30, 2020
Author:
averymason

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