My problem will probably seem very stupid but it is really unbearable. I am 15 years old and I am 180 cm tall! I've been so since I was 12 and thank God I haven't uploaded since, but even if I don't crack anymore I don't know what I'm going to do. It has always been a big problem for me, before going to school when I was walking down the hall I only heard a horse, a hose, a giraffe, some animal sounds and to put it mildly. I didn't want to leave the house, I developed such complexes, every time I heard someone laughing or smiling I was always sure that they were making fun of me. I started to bend my legs, to bend over, to wear terribly uncomfortable painful shoes just because they were very low. But in the last 2 years my classmates started to grow up and even in the class came 2 girls who were taller than me, and my best friend became no more than 2-3 cm shorter. And in fact, I enjoyed going to school, even though I still feel extremely ugly and repulsive. Even if it is not so now, I have experienced such harassment every day, not only mentally, there was a period in which it became physical that I am now sure that even 300 kilograms will have more self-confidence than mine. About a year ago, I got stretch marks (not because I'm overweight or anything, I'm even too skinny) on my breasts because they grew a lot in a very short time. They are not who knows what with a blouse with a neckline to be invisible you have to look (at least that's what a friend told me) but I know they are there and they respond to me. And here is the problem I decided to write about. About 3 months ago we moved to England and here at least everyone is educated and at school thank God no one insults me (there are regular comments about growth, but at least they are not insults) but here without any exaggeration all the girls are the same height and he is about 1, 58-9cm. I stand above everyone, like Gulliver. At least a few of the complexes that had slowly but surely returned are returning. Please tell me some way to make me feel better that I now feel like a circus freak.
1 homebeautiful answered
Better higher than lower;)