It's so disgustingly quiet! You just want to break the silence with a desperate cry! As if it was always like that .... As if there was never laughter, there was no noise or any sound at all .... Yes, it's so awfully quiet! It is quiet in me too ... In my mind you can no longer even hear the words he said to me and brought me all the happiness of the world with them .... In my heart it is quiet, because it is already tired of going out on you. ... My soul is quiet, because I am already used to wandering alone and desperate ... I no longer look at the world with open eyes, nor do I "put on pink glasses", I just close them and see nothing ... I used to imagine that we are together with you, that finally everything you promised me has come true .... but alas! I can't even imagine that anymore, and when I close my eyes ... I don't see anything ... nothing but darkness ... darkness and silence ... that's all there is left! Not even a fraction of what it was! Neither the good nor the bad with You .... You are already with Her .... I am alone .... I have nothing more to say or do, except the usual, ie to smile again and to said: "I'm glad for you and very much! You are my best friend, how happy I am that She is next to you!", and my essence is to cry ... NO! What am I talking about !! I'm not crying anymore! I don't even cry anymore, as if my tears have been shed and I can't even cry for You! How I want to tell you the truth in your eyes, not to write you messages .... I want to tell you "I love you, I have not stopped loving you since we met and I continue to love you, even after we broke up, even after you hurt me, even after you told me you were with someone else and I'm your best friend! I LOVE YOU !!! "But instead of telling you all this, I just keep going and I leave you ... to Her !!!! Oh my God! It's so quiet inside me! I can't even realize how quiet it is! I have the feeling that you have never been by my side and you will never be! God, how disgustingly quiet it is !!!
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For God's sake: When you come out of puberty, you will get better, don't cut your hair! Gencho 11