It's Hard To Dump All Your Friends And Everything So Far

The Story

I am a 19-year-old girl with ambitions, hopes and a lot of positivism, although some people take it as a bit abstract, but I am still realistic. I decided to choose this category "Drugs and alcohol" because I have many years of experience in this field, which I am not proud of, but I am not ashamed of. So let's get to the word. I started with alcohol at a young age, and believe me I do not mean 14 years old. I guess the situation of most of you is clear, and it is the smallest in the company that is "obliged" to catch up with the big ones. I want to make a small note, so far I have not communicated with people younger than me or my age. Do not draw wrong conclusions. Well, I managed to catch up with the "bigger ones", not lagging behind at all. We drank industrial quantities, we went up and down, we vomited for color and most importantly we listened to chalgichka. And I did not lag behind. I spent some time in this pointless way with the chalga and then other people appeared, again from the big ones, with whom I started going out, I abandoned the other company. Then I listened to other music and my life changed completely. My daily life was completely transformed and for the first time I tried a baby. I was smeared by smoking all the time, at this age rest is a relative thing. I was 14 and a nightmare for my parents. I didn't even let my mother sit on my bed and tried to avoid contact with her. But I don't think the whole problem is in the grass, but in the people I went out with. An obligatory part was those anonymous calls, which aimed to clarify to parents exactly how many "syringes of grass I sniff." And so I went on for a while, as when I started smoking I stopped drinking ... a strange thing. And the next stage came, when I met a very decent boy and we became unreal friends. We were together all the time, but of course the moment came when I met his old friend and of course I liked him. The usual look of "bad", flashes, sneakers, sweatshirts .... you know. Of course, I switched to him and ... I always wonder if I wasn't what I would be now. Then, once again, my daily life changed. Lines, soot and alcohol and a teenager in love. Bad combination. I listened to electronic music "bass, bro", went to parties, met more people and other drugs ... There are few things I have not tried. But I can say for sure that amphetamines can change people beyond recognition. It is quite unpleasant to see a good old friend and not to recognize him when he speaks. The bad thing about synthetics is that it changes your worldview and you usually live in your own fictional world, consisting of twenty people, candy, amphetamines, an infant from time to time and if God has given coca. But do not take it so internally, because there is a huge difference between a drug addict and a user, I'm talking about soft drugs. I am currently trying to find an alternative lifestyle from the ones listed above. I think I'm too big for that now, not that I'm not doing it yet. It's hard to dump all your friends, if it's appropriate to call them that, and dump everything so far. It just doesn't happen all of a sudden. I study, I don't waste my time or at least I think so, but I don't feel satisfied and useful or at least I feel better. The bad thing about synthetics is that it changes your worldview and you usually live in your own fictional world, consisting of twenty people, candy, amphetamines, an infant from time to time and if God has given coca. But do not take it so internally, because there is a huge difference between a drug addict and a user, I'm talking about soft drugs. I am currently trying to find an alternative lifestyle from the ones listed above. I think I'm too big for that now, not that I'm not doing it yet. It's hard to dump all your friends, if it's appropriate to call them that, and dump everything so far. It just doesn't happen all of a sudden. I study, I don't waste my time or at least I think so, but I don't feel satisfied and useful or at least I feel better. The bad thing about synthetics is that it changes your worldview and you usually live in your own fictional world, consisting of twenty people, candy, amphetamines, an infant from time to time and if God has given coca. But do not take it so internally, because there is a huge difference between a drug addict and a user, I'm talking about soft drugs. I am currently trying to find an alternative lifestyle from the ones listed above. I think I'm too big for that now, not that I'm not doing it yet. It's hard to dump all your friends, if it's appropriate to call them that, and dump everything so far. It just doesn't happen all of a sudden. I study, I don't waste my time or at least I think so, but I don't feel satisfied and useful or at least I feel better. an infant from time to time and if God has given coca. But do not take it so internally, because there is a huge difference between a drug addict and a user, I'm talking about soft drugs. I am currently trying to find an alternative lifestyle from the ones listed above. I think I'm too big for that now, not that I'm not doing it yet. It's hard to dump all your friends, if it's appropriate to call them that, and dump everything so far. It just doesn't happen all of a sudden. I study, I don't waste my time or at least I think so, but I don't feel satisfied and useful or at least I feel better. an infant from time to time and if God has given coca. But do not take it so internally, because there is a huge difference between a drug addict and a user, I'm talking about soft drugs. I am currently trying to find an alternative lifestyle from the ones listed above. I think I'm too big for that now, not that I'm not doing it yet. It's hard to dump all your friends, if it's appropriate to call them that, and dump everything so far. It just doesn't happen all of a sudden. I study, I don't waste my time or at least I think so, but I don't feel satisfied and useful or at least I feel better. not that I don't do it yet. It's hard to dump all your friends, if it's appropriate to call them that, and dump everything so far. It just doesn't happen all of a sudden. I study, I don't waste my time or at least I think so, but I don't feel satisfied and useful or at least I feel better. not that I don't do it yet. It's hard to dump all your friends, if it's appropriate to call them that, and dump everything so far. It just doesn't happen all of a sudden. I study, I don't waste my time or at least I think so, but I don't feel satisfied and useful or at least I feel better.

Last Updated
October 06, 2020
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1girl2guyss

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