A year ago I met a boy, we started going out, of course, with his friends, we were going to party all night. It was very nice ... but then I just perceived it as one of the company. We started writing to each other on Skype, he wrote to me every day, about all sorts of things ... we also had serious conversations, but mostly jokes ... I could write to him all day. I started to feel closer to him ... he became very nice to me. My feelings got worse every day .. I went to bed thinking about him .. I woke up thinking about him. Because I know that my chances of being with him are very small, I tried to suppress these feelings. Well, I succeeded, but for a short time..then I wanted him even more .. I did not have the courage to admit to him how I felt and things continued as before. Gradually we stopped going out, I rarely saw him, but at least we kept texting on skype ... and so for almost a year. Since I know him, he has not had a girlfriend ... he is still alone, and so many girls want him. I think he has feelings for my best friend, who doesn't pay much attention to him, but just sees me as a friend ... nothing more. Now he has to go to work in another city, and I won't see him for months .. my heart is breaking ... he's always in my head .. all day, I just can't get him out of there, but as I saw him and something in me trembles ... just to see his smile and I become so happy, and he doesn't even know what a storm is in my heart and how it hurts to see him and not be able to hug and kiss ..... .. I know he appreciates me a lot, but I don't just want that. I'm ruining ... I can't recognize myself, I can't tell him, because I'm afraid we won't be able to talk like we used to, that it won't be the same. Now he's leaving and we won't hear from each other for months .. I don't want him to leave, it ruins me and I can't do anything .. Tell me how to forget him, I can't forget him, it's an impossible love and it hurts me and it burns from the inside ... I don't want to feel that feeling. How can I tell him that I love him ... I don't have that courage. You know: It's all games and jokes until one falls in love, and then I don't talk anymore ....... I don't have that courage. You know: It's all games and jokes until one falls in love, and then I don't talk anymore ....... I don't have that courage. You know: It's all games and jokes until one falls in love, and then I don't talk anymore .......
1 martimcho answered
Well, I don't have much experience, but from what I read, one thing is clear to me - you have to reveal your feelings to him. I know you girls almost never take the first step and that's very bad, but if you don't do it then you can be annoyed for a long time that you didn't do anything. Reveal yourself to him and this may even make him stay, and if he still leaves, at least you will no longer be just friends, but something more, and one day he will return to you. Success!