It Was One-time Sex, But She Wants More ...

The Story

Everyone here will attack me for being a player and a womanizer, but this is not the case. I am a nice and romantic young man, 28 years old, Pisces, I can talk on many topics, I have more female friends, because in general I like their grace and personally I feel more malice than men and envy, so I prefer friendships with women. It's normal to glance at them, I'm a straight man after all, but I've never taken any of them (my girlfriends) off with the thought of sleeping with them. There are certain qualities that I look for in a woman and I generally pursue this type. I don't like sex overnight, but it just so happened. I have a girlfriend, I would call her my closest after my really best friend from school years yet. She is the sweetest, sweetest and most well-meaning creature. She's terribly emotional because she's a water sign like me, Cancer. I treat her like more than a sister and I love her. But it's no secret that she's liked me since we met. Many times I have shown her that she only has friendly feelings and she seems to be moving forward, but it is obvious that she wants me. There was no way I could back off, because I wanted to communicate with her too. So in September we were at a big party for the engagement of some friends, we drank a lot and went home together. She started pushing me, I was in euphoria and I responded and so we had great sex. After all, half a bottle of vodka that I drank + the fact that she is a very beautiful woman who knows how to arouse you (she has beautiful hazelnut hair, smooth skin with a nice complexion, a slightly tight body and large gray-green eyes). But in the morning, in addition to having a terrible hangover, I felt like the biggest garbage and scoundrel, and she was sweetly hugging me. I even vaguely remembered, but she clearly remembered everything. Since then, she thought she had a chance and behaved like a boyfriend, and I didn't know how to explain things to her without hurting her and arguing. In fact, I know I acted like shit, but she's not justified in taking advantage of my drunken state and now manipulating me for something I don't want. And why don't I want to Because although we have similar characters and interests, our views on life are very different. She wants to meet a good man to give her security, to start a family as soon as possible, she wants him to be stronger than her, because she is slightly unstable as a person. I'm blown away too, but I'm proud of that. I want a woman with an adventurous spirit, not a wife with whom we can have two children and live a typical life. I want to live for the moment, for the adventure. I can be very responsible, but I don't want to. If I go with her, she will want to sculpt me according to her ideal, and I will want her - according to mine. So no one will be happy and that's it. She has even started already, she hints at various things for a common union. But unless she changes, and I don't want that from her, there's no way anything can happen. I feel the worst from the fact that I want to sleep with her again, at least, I feel inhuman sexual attraction. We have already ruined the friendship everywhere. And I have to talk to her, because I haven't done it yet and she thinks of herself as my boyfriend, even though she knows exactly how things are inside her. What to do? Am I really big garbage? Please only without overly cynical and vulgar comments. But unless she changes, and I don't want that from her, there's no way anything can happen. I feel the worst from the fact that I want to sleep with her again, at least, I feel inhuman sexual attraction. We have already ruined the friendship everywhere. And I have to talk to her, because I haven't done it yet and she considers herself something like my boyfriend, even though inside she knows exactly how things are. What to do? Am I really big garbage? Please only without overly cynical and vulgar comments. But unless she changes, and I don't want that from her, there's no way anything can happen. I feel the worst from the fact that I want to sleep with her again, at least, I feel inhuman sexual attraction. We have already ruined the friendship everywhere. I also have to talk to her, because I haven't done it yet and she considers herself something like my boyfriend, even though she knows exactly how things are inside. What to do? Am I really big garbage? Please only without overly cynical and vulgar comments. although inside she also knows exactly how things stand. What to do? Am I really big garbage? Please only without overly cynical and vulgar comments. although inside she also knows exactly how things stand. What to do? Am I really big garbage? Please only without overly cynical and vulgar comments.

Last Updated
November 06, 2020
Author:
twowoodsmen

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