Hello! I'm an 18-year-old girl. So I'm writing to you about hell just complaining, I need. So far I have had many relationships, but let's call them childish. My serious one was 10 months with a boy a year and a half ago. I lost my virginity with him and the sex was kind of weird, we did it twice, it was pain, miracles. Well, we broke up and I don't know why, as I go. In general, I didn't feel that pleasure "oh screaming for fun" from sex. So recently I caught a friend and we broke up. Here is the title - it was super fast. We wrote to each other for a month or two, flirting, going out was cool. When we left the first week was okay, meaning about our relationship. The second one led to sex, but it happened so we did it before I went to Varna with my friends. We had done something like a vacation, my friend couldn't come, because he was at work and there was no opportunity for leave. We did it, I left, I came back. As soon as I returned, he came to sleep in us. Sex again. And the reason is that I'm not scared anymore or that he's more experienced I don't know, but already having sex with him (compared to my first boyfriend) was amazing. I was experiencing just this unique feeling, a rush of emotions and everything was right. Then somehow the week flew by like everyone on duty and we had sex one more time. Until there. I was dumped because of the circumstances of work, study, companies, differences in general. I suffered him, my topic is not about my feelings for him and the grief of love. My grief for sex is the topic. I really liked it and my desire for sex increased. We were together for a while, it's hard for me to move forward in terms of finding a boy, with which to start some serious relationship. I'm not into overnight sex or privileged friends and so on. They have sex, and now that I find a serious friend I will get tired on my own, my desire after that boy somehow came back twice. I'm just complaining. Thanks!
1 Nancy85 answered
I see I don't see anything wrong with having sex with someone as friends. For example, I had several relationships and sex with one of the boys was very good. but we broke up for other reasons. It's been a year since we've been together and now we see each other at discos. we go out as friends and have sex and everyone has their own life and we don't commit in any way. Separately, I have a best friend with whom we also go out and we are close and share and have sex. If this boy made you feel pleasure, I think you should offer him to see you only for sex. if you do not have time for contact and meetings.