For some, my story may be silly or funny, but only I know how I feel right now. I am from Sofia and I had registered on a dating site. There I wrote to many different people, but no one caught my attention with anything. One day, as I was looking at my profiles on the site, I came across a boy from Burgas. He impressed me and I decided to write to him.
He answered me and so word for word, we started writing to each other every day. We talked about different topics, I could just talk to this person about everything and I was very pleased. We exchanged Skypes, Facebook, looked at each other on cameras, shared things with him that I couldn't with friends or parents. Every day I couldn't wait to sit at my computer and write to it. I hadn't felt like I had fallen in love with him. He had unique blue eyes that I just sank into. But I fell more in love with the way he spoke to me, the way he thought, it was really something very different from the boys I had talked to so far. I really wanted to admit to him how I felt, but I was afraid that he would push me away and stop writing to each other, and we were a lot of miles away. Well, for a while he stopped logging in to Skype, I couldn't catch him on Facebook either. We wrote some general stories like "how is it", "what are you doing", etc.
One day I caught him on Skype and hurried to write to him. I asked him how he was, why he had already stopped writing to me, and he replied that he did not have much time. I asked him why I just wanted to die the next moment. His answer was that he had met a girl he liked very much, was crazy about her and had already slept. My heart stopped, I was numb, I didn't know how to react. I pretended to be surprised and began to question him. He answered me with such joy, he always knew that every word was like stabbing me.
I stopped writing to him, but he didn't remember either. Because of him, I repelled all the boys who showed interest in me. They all seemed ugly and stupid compared to him. He was the first boy I had truly fallen in love with, even though I had only seen him in photos and on camera. I can't get it out of my head. I look at the pictures he sent me and I don't stop crying. Will I really never have the opportunity to be with this person. who were interested in me. They all seemed ugly and stupid compared to him. He was the first boy I had truly fallen in love with, even though I had only seen him in photos and on camera. I can't get it out of my head. I look at the pictures he sent me and I don't stop crying.
Will I really never have the opportunity to be with this person. who were interested in me. They all seemed ugly and stupid compared to him. He was the first boy I had truly fallen in love with, even though I had only seen him in photos and on camera. I can't get it out of my head. I look at the pictures he sent me and I don't stop crying. Will I really never have the opportunity to be with this person.
1 hold_onto_this answered
Honey, you thought you were in love with him. Don't intrude on a boy another time, especially on the other side of the country. Wait for the boy to look for you, as you intrude, you become easy and he goes hunting elsewhere. Looking for a partner in real life.