It Does Not Provide Me With The Standard Of Living To Which I Am Accustomed.

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Hello, I am 20, my boyfriend is 27. We have been together for 6 months and our love is really very strong. In the second month I moved and lived with him. His home was like a bachelor's apartment - there was only a bedroom, in the morning, at noon and in the evening we went out to eat. I didn't tell him anything, but he saw that I was uncomfortable and took a loan from the bank (20,000) and is currently making repairs, just for me. But since I'm still studying (I'm a student), I don't work. I have already applied for several vacancies and am waiting to be approved for an interview. But the salaries are  1,000 each, and I don't expect more. Judge me as much as you want, but I will tell you the truth. I'm used to a lot more money a month. When my father took care of my financial income, I got a lot more money, I drove in nice cars, I drove a nice car, I could afford to go to a hairdresser and a make-up artist, to a spa, on procedures that maintain my appearance, I went out to more luxurious restaurants, even the food I ate was more expensive and high quality, food that my friend can not afford at the moment. Every year, and I repeat - every! I went to the sea because we have an apartment in Greece, this year (for the first time in 20), I did not go to the sea because my friend does not have the financial ability to go even for 2 days. But my father and I quarreled a few months ago, precisely because I didn't go home, that I didn't even pick him up (I was blinded by love) and he "turned off the tap." He took his car and stopped giving me money. And you may think of me as a pamper, I say again - I'm just honest, but at the moment I feel very miserable. My boyfriend and I are constantly arguing, I don't trust him, I cry every day ... sex is very nice, I love him very much, but I'm starting to feel worse about it. Does it make sense to keep being in it, or is everything lost ...?

Last Updated
September 21, 2020
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