Isn't It In His Style To Love Me?

The Story

Hi, I'm a 17 year old girl. I have a friend who is 20. Our relationship is serious for both of us. Before I talk about the problem, I will mention his ex-girlfriend. She was his first love, they went for 2 years without having sex, he loved her very much, but she pushed with another and he dumped her. After 2 years of loneliness, he went with me, looking for something really serious, and found it. So far so good, (he and I will soon be 10 months old), however, I began to feel that he does not love me, but still feels something for his ex. We were at a gathering - I was in the next room with my girlfriend when he was in the other room and told 4 people that he still loves his ex. I believe these 4 people and I exclude that they lie to me that they heard it. Days later, when I asked him to explain his words to me, (I thought he would say, that he does not remember or will deny) he said the following: "I do not know why I said it." He did not deny! That ended the topic of his ex. Then we talked on the phone and he told me that he did not like to tell me ligatures like "I love you", "I can't do without you". And by the way, he only tells me when he's drunk. When I ask him why this is and that I want to hear them while he is sober, he says that the cup gives him courage. … On the one hand, I understand him - his first love hurt him, he really loved her, and now that he is with me, even if he wants to love me, he can't fight the memory of his ex. He can't experience the same feelings for the second time… or if he experiences them, is it so hard for him to tell me that he avoids the topic of love. (According to him, love did not exist, only feelings such as attachment, concern…, etc. n.) I really love him, and he exes her…. for me it's very painful… I try to think about other things, but once I think about it and I don't stop thinking about it… What to do

Last Updated
October 23, 2020
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lovecdcock9

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