Is This Normal?

The Story

Hello! In my family, I have never had the right to a personal opinion - whenever I express my point of view, it becomes the same - it is ignored to the last or simply accepted with ridicule and ends there. Even now I am facing something that I was firmly against, namely the sale of our own property. The same thing happens when I share something from my everyday life - be it with personal problems or just to lose some money - no one takes me seriously for anything or they just make inappropriate jokes with what I'm trying to say . If they were outsiders I would have figured it out, but it's still my family, I expect a little bit of understanding !? The most recent case - I'm trying to catch up with a girl, I'm telling my sister, she helped with exactly one thing - where to start the conversation. Then our bone, our news - only side comments [mostly mocking]. All this was a secret from my father until recently, because I know what kind of person he is and I knew what would happen next. Somewhere he found out and one night he asked me how things were going with the girl - when I answered he just started insulting her as he boiled ... Of course I care about this man and I was very angry, but hey, what can I do? to do? He has very serious problems with alcohol, which he denies and always after drinking he forgets what and to whom he spoke ... I deviated from the topic, but anyway. I'm just terribly sick of how everyone around me is always have been and will be supported by their families, and I am alone in whatever I undertake or say, etc. I do not have a normally functioning family and this weighs on me, not for anything else, but because they should be my supposed closest.

Last Updated
September 10, 2020
Author:
losgatosshop

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