Is This Love?-alberelbaz8

I can't stop thinking about You, I can't stop writing about You, I can't do anything .. without the thought of You .. believe me, I even hate being like that .. Am I weak? Am I enchanted? , what's wrong with me? .. No! , this is madness .. is it Love .. is this Love ?? I feel like you're next to me .. and you're gone .. I see you .. like you're in front of me .. and you're gone .. what is it, can anyone tell me? I'm sleeping, and it's as if I'm awake and I'm looking for you again .. and I'm calling you again .. help me .. hug me .. and you're gone .. but it's as if you're next to me .. Is it the same with you? , do you feel this weird way too? , I will go crazy thinking about you .. but I just can't do anything else .. only You are in my head, don't I have other thoughts? .. I'm obsessed more and more, and I told you "End", I lied to myself that I can forget you .. I tried everything and I try .. but it doesn't work !! .. am I going crazy? , I'm not on my own .. I'm failing .. I'm supposed to say to myself "I'm strong, I'll succeed ...", but why doesn't it happen? .. Because these are just words .. and in my heart long ago, even before I met you, you and I always hoped to meet you .. well, I met you .. but I lost you .. the best thing I ever it had happened .. I lost it even before I had it .. but that doesn't stop me from believing that I touched it .. even mentally .. you and I have already merged two destinies .. But you you don't believe and are afraid of hurting you .. does it still hurt for me? .. I know that it will be so that you will never admit it, but you know from yourself, there is no way to escape .. you know it .. I live in you .. Is this Love? .. is it so painful? , difficult .. impossible .., and maybe we deny it because of our fears .. even though we feel the need to be together, why do we run away and sometimes punish ourselves? Love, this inexplicable sweet pain .. the need for a hug, a kiss, for the merging of two hearts into one, for two bodies trembling, burning to taste the intoxicating thrill of passion .. Yes, I need .. like a breath of air to I live .. that's how I need her, Love .. And you are no more and I am alone again .. with the night and the silence .. with the day and the emptiness .. I hope one day you come back .. know, I will wait for you .. no matter how much pain it costs me .. no matter how much time kills me .. I will wait for you .. because I know that I need this Love to feel real and alive again! The little angel to live .. so I need her, Love .. And you are no more and I am alone again .. with the night and the silence .. with the day and the emptiness .. I hope one day you come back .. know, I will wait for you .. no matter how much pain it costs me .. no matter how much time it kills me .. I will wait for you .. because I know that I need this Love to feel real and alive again! The little angel to live .. so I need her, Love .. And you are no more and I am alone again .. with the night and the silence .. with the day and the emptiness .. I hope one day you come back .. know, I will wait for you .. no matter how much pain it costs me .. no matter how much time it kills me .. I will wait for you .. because I know that I need this Love to feel real and alive again! The little angel