Hey, when I read how the only way to sleep with someone is to pay her, I feel sad and a little funny. Your problem is low self-esteem, not that no one wants you. Fix your self-esteem, something of the vision, and you'll see how they'll pay attention to you. You have to radiate it from yourself, that's the only way. To smile more, not to be silent. Not everyone likes the look, but you can train, dress well, support yourself. Make it look like you care. Change your hairstyle, start a hobby, do something new. Or your approach may be wrong, you may be too cheeky, or you may be waiting for her to do something. I don't know how there are men who like to kiss a woman who has been through hundreds and know that she's just pretending because they pay her. When you sleep with someone who likes you, you will feel the difference from paid, artificial women. Yours was only mechanical and fake. Work on yourself, otherwise you will never succeed.
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You have nothing. Congratulations for the first time! Enjoy the moment and the experience. What do you think so much.