Is Something Wrong With Me?-kioleoppa

The Story

Briefly about me: I am a 17-year-old boy from Sofia, but a few years ago we bought a house in a small town nearby. I am in Sofia every weekend and during the holidays, but from Monday to Friday I sit in the town because I am at school. If it wasn't for school, I wouldn't go there at all. My father wanted to move me to stay in Sofia so that I wouldn't have to travel, but I refused because I was used to the new environment and he wanted to move me again. And he travels a lot - he has a job in the town, but there is another not so engaging job in Sofia and he goes to look after her a few days a week. I kept refusing, and he finally resigned himself. Now I wish I had listened to him and stayed in Sofia, but he doesn't want to, because I had refused him a lot before and he was tired, and for other reasons. I don't like almost anyone from my school in town, we have no common interests and everything behaves like selanduri, a fact. But I'm not surprised. They are rude, they have no common culture, they mix accents and speak a dialect so that they don't understand anything, they behave like they came out of the forest, and at the same time they think they are super educated. I have a much higher financial status and this is one of the reasons for misunderstandings. My way of life is different, I'm used to luxury, and they don't want to make my way of life like theirs. I am constantly questioned and discussed about everything I do. They call me conceited because I have designer clothes and expensive things. And I haven't flaunted anything. I still can't walk naked. I try to behave well, but everyone looks at me badly and envies me. I don't want to be there either, but I have no choice. I am constantly insulted for being gay, dumb, conceited, spoiled and others. I'm not tying, because I'm self-confident, I have high self-esteem with coverage and when I walk I look forward without looking much at the people around me. I'm just used to it when I have long eye contact with someone, I feel awkward, but not looking at people makes me bloated In Sofia I have many friends who are like me and we have common interests and I have not had such problems. But here ... How to get along and be friends with these people, they don't understand me and I understand them, because we are at different financial levels, I'm used to other people and I can't get used to these, we don't understand and like each other at all. It's awkward to talk to them. For example, I can't go out with them anywhere in restaurants, cafes to talk, because they were expensive and there is no way easy. Other: Basically I wear brands like Valentino, Gucci and others and they come and show me some cheap clothes and whether I would like to buy them and whether I like them. I don't like them, how can I tell them? I feel it as a mockery. And for the rest, why do people who haven't even talked to me think I'm bloated? It's obviously from the broadcast, but how can I change that. I want to make friends, even though they are bad, I don't want to be alone because it's stupid.

Last Updated
November 04, 2020
Author:
kioleoppa

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