I will start from the fact that I am a married woman with a child. I am young and attractive. At first I was very happy, but over time, everyday life prevailed and there came a time when I felt like a prisoner. We no longer have the desire to diversify our lives together. Everyone looks at their stuff. Sex has been missing for years. When it happens, it's more of a routine, without kisses. He hasn't kissed me in ages. I suffered a lot in the first few years. Now I have no desire, it's insulting for me to push me and not hear when I talk to him. The TV is more interesting than me and the child. There is also no interest in the child. There is no interest in the car, in the home, in the family. Come to think of it, he was like that from the beginning, but I had a great desire to give. I gave up for a year. It's a real pain to provoke something in him. And the other men ... there is no one I am indifferent to. And of course, a special one appeared among them, which captivated me and I don't stop thinking about him. I told myself, no more children, the family is a trap, the family is a prison, it kills love. But then I started thinking about a second child, about the new man, about how I can be happy. I thought so the first time. Is it possible for a person to be married and happy? Yes, we see such couples. But is everything really okay with them? Are they cohesive, are they gentle, is their sex ok? Is it worth it to commit again or in 5 years I will be in the same situation again, but with 2 children from different men and older? Are strong feelings and love a lure to fall into the trap of family life? Is complete happiness possible? And he, the new one, I adore him, I missed love so much, love in the form of kisses, sex and butterflies in the stomach. And again, I fool began to dream of a child from him. To spoil our good relationship with midnight roar, stress ... And the worst thing is that we do not take precautions and a pregnancy is completely real. And there are so many unknowns. I don't even know what he means to me. What can he intend, knowing each other for a month. He also likes me very much, but it is too early to talk about intentions. I've been very tense lately, I don't eat, I don't sleep, I only think about him. I fell in love with him when I saw him, the world stopped and I saw nothing but his eyes. And I'm not the type to look into the eyes. There were a few men I interacted with, just for company, they were nice to me, and I would eventually have sex with someone. I dumped them all. I don't want anyone else but him. I dropped the activities, the commitments. I relaxed downstream. I feel like I'm sitting on the edge of a rock. It's not good on the rock and I want to jump, but it's dark below and I don't know where I'll end up. And last but not least, I worry that he is very attractive, drives a very expensive car, lives in luxury. There could be women, girls, beautiful, younger than me. He and I are no less than him, but I'm worried. I have no worries with the current man.
1 littlehoeontheprairie answered
The choice is in your hands. I will not blame you, you will do it yourself sooner or later. The consequences are for you. And when the euphoria passes, you will wonder whether to continue with the boring or the interesting. Author, answer a question for me - how many years have you lived with your husband and how long have you had a child and since the appearance of the child has everything started to fall apart? F27