Another disappointment, a day when a lump sat in my throat and I do not see the colors as they are. The pain doesn't stop, it suffocates me, but it doesn't kill me. I love, I love very much, but not enough. Love is for two, you can't love for the other. I understand, I'm not good enough for him, and there's nothing wrong with that. I just wonder why some people stay with someone they don't love. They see that the other is suffering and begging for love, but they stand and dig into the wound. It gets deeper and bleeds. Is it so hard to say that he just isn't the person for you? Let him go, let him go of this burden. Isn't it cruel to promise things you will never fulfill? One day burning with passion, the next stiffening like ice. Isn't it sadistic? I just love, I became attached, I dreamed and I lost. In fact, I always lose, it just happened. Sometimes i think that I do not deserve love, only pain. I know a lot of people are like that. I just don't understand why a person stays with you if he doesn't love you? To waste time, to steal feelings, to ruin and to chop inside the heart. What's the point? I am experiencing another disappointment and I am waiting for this day to pass. I hope I wake up and the pain is gone. Let me be different and don't care. I believe that one day this will happen. I just wanted to tell him to get out of me. I know nothing will change, he's ok I'm up to pieces. I wonder why people are like that, they don't appreciate anything, they just take it without giving. Finally, the other is to blame and they punish him with a lack of love and respect. I will get up again and go on, and he won't remember me, because I'm obviously so pathetic in his eyes. You must have been in such situations and you were in pain.
1 ewesuck answered
How pathetic you sound, how hurt she is, how much she gave, and they didn't appreciate her. Am I tired of such stories in which only the other side is bad and guilty, and the author is pure as a "lily of the valley", at least be a little realistic and things will not be so bad. How is it overcome? Easy, I know it's all over and I'm moving forward, it's not a matter of choice (it shouldn't be), you stay and the person in question is to continue.