Is It Possible To Be A Drug Addict?

Hi, here it is and my story. Nearly 3 months ago, quite by chance, I met a boy on the Internet. We were a member of a group and he had a topic there, which I commented on quite sharply. Then he wrote to me and we talked. It so happened that we found common ground and gradually he started writing to me almost every day. We became online friends in negative time. He has a girlfriend and I am married with a small child, but my marriage is generally not going well and I have a lot of problems. I didn't invest anything special in this communication, and in the beginning it was about killing time when I'm free because I was still a mother. I didn't feel how we started wishing each other good night and good morning and sharing. He admitted to me that he had other feelings, he even wrote me a poem, but we both knew we could only be friends. However, somehow I started to feel something too. Until recently, I thought it was a delusion. However, these wrong feelings were left in the background because they were meaningless. We are both aged 25-26. We understood each other as if we had known each other for years and felt some kind of spiritual connection, or so it seemed to me. We saw each other twice and talked quite normally and amicably. I forgot to say that the boy sometimes smokes weed. I'm not a fan of these things, but I accepted them. He has been taking antidepressants for a long time but sometimes takes other medications, claims to have studied everything, reads many medical books. However, from the very beginning I did not like it and I advised him not to self-medicate and to drink things without a prescription. Since I had a bit of a hard time, he sent me some sedatives to reassure me that they were safe but I still threw them away, because I didn't want to risk drinking something that wasn't prescribed by a specialist. He recently told me that he would try magic mushrooms only once to "find some answers." I was very worried, I tried to stop him, but he had decided that and stopped the antidepressants for a week. It was as if he were a different person. Pulling, distant and sharp. After these mushrooms he changed even more, he was convinced that he had seen my life path as well as the others and began to rebuke me somehow, he became even more withdrawn. I have told him thousands of times that he is overdoing it and that these substances are harmful and do not give any answers and everything is an illusion. Recently, he decided to pretend to be a psychologist and took me out with several diagnoses ... and he was supposed to be wrong for me in many ways. I guess he may be tired of talking, but I'm worried, that he has somehow started abusing these substances and that taking over-the-counter drugs is insane. St. tries to take care of me and hints that I am ill and should have been treated, and he himself has moments when I do not know if he is adequate. Is there an option for him to be a drug addict and all this communication, attention from him, time and recognition that it was a circus ... I don't want it to be so, because I was very attached to him in spite of everything, but I can't be close to a drug addict who considers himself half a doctor just by reading medical literature ... Please give me guidance and advice on how to proceed and is there an option to show him that he actually needs more help ...? that I am ill and had to be treated and he himself has moments when I do not know if he is adequate. Is there an option for him to be a drug addict and all this communication, attention from him, time and recognition to be a circus ... I don't want that to be the case, because I was very attached to him in spite of everything, but I can't be close to a drug addict who considers himself half a doctor just by reading medical literature ... Please give me guidance and advice on how to proceed and is there an option to show him that he actually needs more help ...? that I am ill and had to be treated and he himself has moments when I do not know if he is adequate. Is there an option for him to be a drug addict and all this communication, attention from him, time and recognition to be a circus ... I don't want that to be the case, because I was very attached to him in spite of everything, but I can't be close to a drug addict who considers himself half a doctor just by reading medical literature ... Please give me guidance and advice on how to proceed and is there an option to show him that he actually needs more help ...?