Is It Normal For This To Happen?

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Hi, I don't know if what I'm feeling is normal so I want to ask you for advice. I had a 2 year relationship ended 3 months ago. I loved this man, I gave everything for him, I trusted him more than I should. One day I realized that I was living a lie, that he was not who I thought he was. I made a lot of compromises with him, I forgave murders, lies, that he allowed himself to go out with others and what not. I can't answer what he was missing. The day came when I thought about whether I wanted this from life, whether I deserved it that way and decided to part with it. The problem is that after our separation I changed radically, I don't know if I love him, my only wish when I think of him is to kill him. When he sees him somewhere, he tries to talk to me, and I just can't say anything. When he asks me something I need to lie to him ... but I'm not happy he was the only one what if everyone else is indifferent to me? Is there anyone else in my position? I will be glad to hear your opinions :)

Last Updated
July 30, 2020
Author:
zendriel

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