Injured And Cautious Or Disinterested?

The Story

Hello, the whole story is as follows - a year ago I met a boy who is 4 years older than me and in the first moment I felt a strong attraction to him, like those moments when you are defeated by the combination of human qualities against you! We met at an event where he was part of the organization. We were constantly watching who was hiding their eyes from whom ... We talked for a while and I had to leave because I live in another city. Later it became clear that we are from the same city.

 

And so in a few months, we saw each other for a few hours at the events he deals with and there we talked when he could, always smiling, friendly and a real gentleman! There were also sudden meetings in which we managed to talk at length and we couldn't stop, some of his friends were surprised how we communicate so much and they can't separate us!

 

He invited me and his friends to a bar, but before that, he had said that he was with them and wanted to see each other and that he would travel and there was no way we could talk, no matter how much he enjoyed it! We don't write to each other regularly, but when we see each other live it's super calm and cozy! He has been very hurt and has been through a lot of things and currently does not want connections because he has decided to dedicate himself to his work and projects and does not want unnecessary drama, although the things he shares on one of the social networks are quite strong, romantic and make you think! I like to see each other live and talk and have a good time and I am in a period when I want to achieve some balance of mine and I understand it! Maybe because we are excited about the same things and this gives me hope for something further positive development!

 

He doesn't pull away by hugging or touching him, sometimes he even holds me in his arms more .. I think he has sympathy, but not great faith.
What can I do ... wait and not press something on him or be bolder and take the step?

How do you feel better? Thanks in advance, Smile :)

Last Updated
July 15, 2020
Author:
pink13199

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