In Love With Two

Hello! I don't know why I'm writing here, I just wanted to share my feelings and thoughts with you, because I have no one else to tell. Here is my story briefly. My boyfriend and I have been together for about a year or so. It all started as a joke. I saw him and fell in love. In general, our relationship started very difficult, I thought that over time the differences and differences between us will improve, that they will harmonize, but I see that I was wrong again. I believed him, trusted him and accepted him as he was. After a while, however, the lies on his part began. He lied about absolutely everything, he did not allow me to his feelings to his thoughts. I realized he was playing mosquito. They had withdrawn a lot of money from a bank account, but I couldn't figure out who did it because it wasn't in my employer's name in England. Anyway, the money went away, then I realized it was him. I forgave him, gave him a chance. We went abroad together, again with my money saved over the years. He promised me that he would succeed, that he would progress, I believed and hoped. I broke up with him for a while, but after a week or so I ran into his arms again, because I thought I couldn't breathe without him. He continued with the mosquito and the other lies, and still continues. He doesn't feel the need to share with me the important decisions he makes. I will not go into detailed. A man appeared, we met every day in the subway, we started flirting without words, then we talked. I realized that he was married and had two children, but once he stopped me and kissed me, I pushed him away, he told me it would not happen again. I started avoiding him, one day he came to apologize to me. I told him ok, and left. But I think about him all the time, I want to see him and talk to him. My boyfriend no longer hugs me, kisses me, etc. At least everything was perfect in sex, we don't do that anymore. She doesn't want me as a woman either, I just feel so lonely that those 10 to 15 minutes spent on the subway with the other one work well for me. Today we talked again, I know what you will tell me that I am a whore, I may be, but he pushes me to do so. I don't know, I want him to hurt as much as he hurts me while he writes to his ex, because he likes pictures of others on social media, while he plays my money in casinos and while I support him from being with him. I no longer know what is right and what is wrong. How should I feel and act. It's just empty and cold inside me. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and if anyone has found a part of themselves in it, let me draw a line. we don't do that anymore. She doesn't want me as a woman either, I just feel so lonely that those 10 to 15 minutes spent on the subway with the other one work well for me. Today we talked again, I know what you will tell me that I am a whore, I may be, but he pushes me to do so. I don't know, I want him to hurt as much as he hurts me while he writes to his ex, because he likes pictures of others on social media, while he plays my money in casinos and while I support him from being with him. I no longer know what is right and what is wrong. How should I feel and act. It's just empty and cold inside me. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and if anyone has found a part of themselves in it, let me draw a line. we don't do that anymore. She doesn't want me as a woman either, I just feel so lonely that those 10 to 15 minutes spent on the subway with the other one work well for me. Today we talked again, I know what you will tell me that I am a whore, I may be, but he pushes me to do so. I don't know, I want him to hurt as much as he hurts me while he writes to his ex, because he likes pictures of others on social media, while he plays my money in casinos and while I support him from being with him. I no longer know what is right and what is wrong. How should I feel and act. It's just empty and cold inside me. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and if anyone has found a part of themselves in it, let me draw a line. that those 10 15 minutes spent in the subway with the other reflect well on me. Today we talked again, I know what you will tell me that I am a whore, I may be, but he pushes me to do so. I don't know, I want him to hurt as much as he hurts me while he writes to his ex, because he likes pictures of others on social media, while he plays my money in casinos and while I support him from being with him. I no longer know what is right and what is wrong. How should I feel and act. It's just empty and cold inside me. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and if anyone has found a part of themselves in it, let me draw a line. that those 10 15 minutes spent in the subway with the other reflect well on me. Today we talked again, I know what you will tell me that I am a whore, I may be, but he pushes me to do so. I don't know, I want him to hurt as much as he hurts me while he writes to his ex, because he likes pictures of others on social media, while he plays my money in casinos and while I support him from being with him. I no longer know what is right and what is wrong. How should I feel and act. It's just empty and cold inside me. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and if anyone has found a part of themselves in it, let me draw a line. dpkato likes photos of others on the social network, while playing my money in casinos and as long as I support him from being with him. I no longer know what is right and what is wrong. How should I feel and act. It's just empty and cold inside me. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and if anyone has found a part of themselves in it, let me draw a line. dpkato likes photos of others on the social network while playing my money in casinos and as long as I support him from being with him. I no longer know what is right and what is wrong. How should I feel and act. It's just empty and cold inside me. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and if anyone has found a part of themselves in it, let me draw a line.