In Love With My Best Friend

The Story

Hi. I hope I find a man with a similar case to mine. I apologize if I miss spelling mistakes. The problem is the following. I've had feelings for my best friend since the end of time. Don't get me wrong. I'm not a little kid, and I know how I feel. I've had a few relationships where I have feelings, but this is totally different. Until two months ago I had never seen it this way. We grew up together and never, ever imagined that it could affect me in this way. Two months ago, however, something happened at one point. We were on the ice rink in London and as we were drooling I lost track of time as if the only thing I could see and hear were her smile and her laughter. We were watching and laughing like this, maybe 9-10 seconds and it was magical. From that moment on, I began to notice how well and perfectly he kept his hair. I was impressed that she didn't put any makeup on and she was so pretty. Her voice is spinning in my head all the time. He laughs at me and touches me like he doesn't want me to let go. I mean, we were just friends, ever since we were kids, how is that possible? Our families know each other, and I don't think it's right to think that way. Unfortunately, I can't get it out of my head. I can't think of other girls because she's perfect for me. So pure and polite, compassionate, loyal. I think I have very strong feelings for her, and I'm afraid if I tell her I will push her away. Even now, as I'm writing it's rising my pulse. Is there anyone who has been or is still in a situation like mine?

Last Updated
May 23, 2020