To some of you, the story may seem like a banal movie and you may think I'm a fool, but you don't choose who to fall in love with. I'm a 19-year-old girl, I graduated last year and came here in Canada after being accepted to the university I wanted. I wanted to earn separately and on my own, so that I could use the scholarship and the money from ours for the training, and for my personal needs and pleasures to spend my own money. So I started working part-time in a piano bar as a waitress. And here I met the perfect man for me. At 27, slender, with dark hair, a beautiful smile, and the most beautiful blue eyes I had ever seen. He was a bartender and something like a manager, as the owner was always absent. But it wasn't his appearance that attracted me as much as his beautiful character. When I went to work there, I was very worried about making a mistake, and although I know the language almost perfectly, I'm not English-speaking by birth, and that made me panic. He noticed this and helped me calm down, he was very kind, he made me relax, he talked to me and so we got closer. We started going out of work, to dinners, to coffee, watching movies at home or at home. In general - as boyfriends, only we were best friends (and still are). But I fell in love, I loved him more than a brother.
I kept telling myself that he wouldn't like me, that I wasn't so beautiful to him, even though he kept telling me how unique I was and that the man who won me over would be the luckiest in the world. I don't know exactly how it happened and how we talked about boyfriends, but he told me that he was gay and he even liked a man there with whom they corresponded, he showed me photos, they had even seen each other several times. I was glad he was happy, but I felt very heavy inside. I've never been lucky in love, I've always chosen the wrong ones, that's why I'm still a virgin, but that's another topic and just when I hit 10, he turned out to be gay ... Nothing, I told myself that once I knew that , at least my falling in love will "pass" gradually, and it's better than tormenting myself, but instead it got worse. With each passing day we get closer and I fall more and more in love with him, but he already has a boyfriend (the one I mentioned earlier) and he loves me as a sister. How can I also love him as a brother, how can I drive him crazy?
I can't replace it with another, it's not that easy, and I don't want to hurt anyone. What can I do, dear people? I've never been lucky in love, I've always chosen the wrong ones, that's why I'm still a virgin, but that's another topic and just when I hit 10, he turned out to be gay ... Nothing, I told myself that once I knew that , at least my falling in love will "pass" gradually, and it's better than tormenting myself, but instead it got worse. With each passing day we get closer and I fall more and more in love with him, but he already has a boyfriend (the one I mentioned earlier) and he loves me as a sister. How can I also love him as a brother, how can I drive him crazy? I can't replace it with another, it's not that easy, and I don't want to hurt anyone. What can I do, dear people? I've never been lucky in love, I've always chosen the wrong ones, that's why I'm still a virgin, but that's another topic and just when I hit 10, he turned out to be gay ... Nothing, I told myself that once I knew that, at least my falling in love will "pass" gradually, and it's better than tormenting myself, but instead it got worse. With each passing day, we get closer and I fall more and more in love with him, but he already has a boyfriend (the one I mentioned earlier) and he loves me as a sister. How can I also love him as a brother, how can I drive him crazy? I can't replace it with another, it's not that easy, and I don't want to hurt anyone. What can I do, dear people? ..
Nothing, I told myself that once I know this, at least my falling in love will "pass" gradually, and it's better than tormenting myself, but instead, it got worse. With each passing day we get closer and I fall more and more in love with him, but he already has a boyfriend (the one I mentioned earlier) and he loves me as a sister. How can I also love him as a brother, how can I drive him crazy? I can't replace it with another, it's not that easy, and I don't want to hurt anyone. What can I do, dear people? .. Nothing, I told myself that once I know this, at least my falling in love will "pass" gradually, and it's better than tormenting myself, but instead, it got worse. With each passing day we get closer and I fall more and more in love with him, but he already has a boyfriend (the one I mentioned earlier) and he loves me as a sister. How can I also love him as a brother, how can I drive him crazy? I can't replace it with another, it's not that easy, and I don't want to hurt anyone. What can I do, dear people? How can I also love him as a brother, how can I drive him crazy? I can't replace it with another, it's not that easy, and I don't want to hurt anyone. What can I do, dear people? How can I also love him as a brother, how can I drive him crazy? I can't replace it with another, it's not that easy, and I don't want to hurt anyone. What can I do, dear people?
1 evertonri answered
Does he know about your feelings? Not that anything would change, but at least if you step away from him (it's best for you), he'll know the reason and you won't leave him hostile to you.