Hi, I'm a 22 year old girl. Single, studying and working. Five months ago I moved to live in an apartment in another neighborhood that is close to my job. It turned out that a man we had known for about 4 years worked next to my apartment. He had a wife and a 4-year-old child. He is 29 years old. Years ago, we were in common company with him, but only up to that point. Since I moved here, we have started to communicate more and more often, because apart from the fact that his work is around, he lives in 1 house from my apartment. Little by little we began to get closer. Quite often I kept him company while he was at work, and I had nothing to do. He told me that he and his wife had separated, that they did not understand each other. She took her child and left for her city. Without wanting to, I started wanting it. It so happened that one evening we again found ourselves in a common company at the disco. We both drank more, then left together. He stayed to sleep at home. Then he kept looking for me sometimes for sex, and sometimes we just sat at his job. The problem is that he is a womanizer. He himself told me that since he broke up with his wife 5 months ago, he has not stopped. He said that he wanted to live, that he had been under a slipper for so many years, because his wife was constantly jealous of him, and that now he wanted to make up for lost years and go hiking. Well, I understand him too, he got married young and now he lives. He has every right to do so and I appreciate that he is honest with me. The problem is that little by little I started to sink into it. I started to be jealous of him if he talked to a girl, I started to follow him ... I didn't show him this in any way, because I knew that he wouldn't respond to my feelings. This lasted for about 2 months. We saw each other almost every day, and every time he told me how sick he was that he couldn't see his child. I gave him some advice as much as I could, I tried to understand him, I calmed him down. During these 2 months he was quite withdrawn, I mean he couldn't relax to tell me everything. The zodiac sign is Capricorn if it matters. At one point I felt so sunken that I literally dreamed of him. I woke up and said to myself that all this must end immediately because, in the end, it will be me who is hurt. I began not to answer him as he wrote to me, to pass him by and pretend not to see him. One night he called me and I decided to pick him up. He told me he was in front of us and wanted me out. I went out, and he asked me why I was doing this, did he insult me with something ... I had a lump stuck in my throat, I wanted to tell him, but I didn't have the courage.
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