In Love And Lost Somewhere On The Way To Nowhere

The Story

Never say never, because fate always turns things around so that you do what you vowed not to do. Something happened to me that I neither sought nor expected. I always thought that I couldn't fall in love with a man so much. For the first time I write I don't even know how to start. I am 40 years old. I am married. I have two children aged 9 and 12. I have no problems, I have a wonderful husband, a dream man ... but I don't love him. I haven't felt anything for him in a long time. And he even looks pretty good, kind, caring. I do everything by force, without any pleasure. No thrill, no desire, nothing. I recently had a health problem that turned out to be insignificant, but it could have been serious. Exactly on the day I realized that everything was ok, I met Him. The man who is from another city and everything happened very briefly. I hardly even know him, but I fell in love. He wants us to live together and start a family. How to dump everything I have home, security, peace, and children. I am in a kind of impasse. How can I take the children and deprive them of their father and live in an apartment in another city Even as I write it, it seems absolutely impossible to me. I no longer have a desire for anything, I can't stand pretending that everything is fine, I don't see a way out. And he doesn't want to wait. How can I hurt so many people if I choose Him I will have nothing, not even parents. Should I live in a lie and deprive myself of love, feelings and be unhappy. What should I do, what should I choose for the happiness of my children and my husband or mine and his? I am in a kind of impasse. How can I take the children and deprive them of their father and live in an apartment in another city? Even as I write it, it seems absolutely impossible to me. I no longer have a desire for anything, I can't stand pretending that everything is fine, I don't see a way out. And he doesn't want to wait. How can I hurt so many people if I choose Him I will have nothing, not even parents. Should I live in a lie and deprive myself of love, feelings and be unhappy. What should I do, what should I choose for the happiness of my children and my husband or mine and his? I am in a kind of impasse. How can I take the children and deprive them of their father and live in an apartment in another city? Even as I write it, it seems absolutely impossible to me. I no longer have a desire for anything, I can't stand pretending that everything is fine, I don't see a way out. And he doesn't want to wait. How can I hurt so many people if I choose Him I will have nothing, not even parents. Should I live in a lie and deprive myself of love, feelings and be unhappy. What should I do, what should I choose for the happiness of my children and my husband or mine and his? if I choose Him I will have nothing, not even parents. Should I live in a lie and deprive myself of love, feelings and be unhappy. What should I do, what should I choose for the happiness of my children and my husband or mine and his? if I choose Him I will have nothing, not even parents. Should I live in a lie and deprive myself of love, feelings and be unhappy. What should I do, what should I choose for the happiness of my children and my husband or mine and his?

Last Updated
October 20, 2020
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